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whole lot of feelings & such

@thisis4lex

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kissingveins
Dear Trevor, You were the first person to love me in any real way. Dear Blake, Always. Dear Joel, Wherever you are, I hope you’re happy. Dear Logan, Lust was all it was. Dear Anthony, I never know what to say when it comes to you. Dear Brian, I miss you with all my heart and if love could have saved you, you would have lived forever. Dear Michael, I’m so sorry. Dear Jayden, Timing was never on our side. Dear Derek, I keep the ring on my keychain so you’re with me wherever I go, even when I don’t realize it, you still keep me safe. Dear Brandon, I was so happy when I was with you. Dear Dallas, I now know the difference between abuse and love. Dear Brycen, You never understood. Dear Ryan, Leaving you was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Dear Joseph, We could have been everything. Dear Dale, We were never made to love. Dear Johannes, If anybody could have saved me, it would have been you. Dear Anthony, There will never be words to describe what you did to me.

I’m not sure if these are love letters or suicide notes but they’re to the ones I loved most. (via kissingveins)

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Some people are as fragile as butterflies and sensitive and it’s your responsibility not to destroy them. Just because you can.

Marisha Pessl, Special Topics in Calamity Physics (via wordsnquotes)

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inkskinned
Can I tell you a secret? You don’t have to be in a relationship.    I mean it. I know they force it down your throat until you choke on it. Girls aren’t pretty unless they’re wanted. Boys aren’t men unless they’re having sex with someone. People aren’t lovable until they’re dating someone.    But a relationship won’t always make you happy, and as wonderful as romance is, it isn’t the only love that exists. I have seen friendships that are deeper and more pure than couples who swear it’s forever - and yet the friendship is the one people ignore.    I have heard so often “nobody loves me” out of the mouths of people who are single. And it kills me because if you ask them: where are your parents, your teachers, your classmates, your pets - they say, yes, okay, but it doesn’t count. Of course it counts, love doesn’t diminish just because someone doesn’t want to have sex with you. In fact, doesn’t it sort of make that love more real that they want nothing - not even a date - out of you?   It is pretty to be in love. It’s magical, I’m sure. But it’s also wonderful to stop for ice cream in your prom dress with six other girls. It’s also wonderful to go visit the world with nothing but a bunch of buddies who are really excited about learning.    The problem is: we’ve made everything about “the one”. But maybe “the one” is just you, loving yourself, having fun, and being happy. Maybe instead of looking for our other halves, we should be piecing ourselves together.   Maybe I wasn’t born unfinished. Maybe I am the one who makes myself better.

Single serving size // r.i.d (via inkskinned)

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n0kiv

I’m antisocial, yet social. I don’t talk to people first, but when someone talks to me first I’m up for talking to them. Some days I’ll be really talkative and friendly and other days I’m just in my shell like nah today ain’t the day for socializing.

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I want love to be simple. I want to trust without thinking. I want to be generous with my affection and patience and love unconditionally. It is easier to love a person with their flaws than to weed through them. I want to love the whole person, not parts; and this is how I want to be loved.

Jewel, Chasing Down the Dawn (via wnq-music)

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I love unmade beds. I love when people are drunk and crying and cannot be anything but honest in that moment. I love the look in people’s eyes when they realize they’re in love. I love the way people look when they first wake up and they’ve forgotten their surroundings. I love the gasp people take when their favorite character dies. I love when people close their eyes and drift to somewhere in the clouds. I fall in love with people and their honest moments all the time. I fall in love with their breakdowns and their smeared makeup and their daydreams. Honesty is just too beautiful to ever put into words.

(via bl-ossomed)

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A healthy relationship is one where two independent people just make a deal that they will help make the other person the best version of themselves.

Unknown  (via psych-quotes)

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florential
“They told me to pour my heart into everything I do. So that’s what I did, I poured and poured and poured. Now they ask me why I’m so empty.”

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