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Spring evening in the arid grassland near Mescal, Cochise County, Arizona.
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Anyways ive been having a lot more headaches and like yeah its kinda the territory w having major head trauma and epilepsy but ive gotten quiet a lot in the past few weeks way more than the past few months and they get debilitating and if it happens out and about it sucks cause they last incredibly long and im essentially hostage to the whim of it and if itll go away or if my meds for it will help or not and itll ruin what im doing and i cant help it or fix it
#and like ill have to stop and sit or leave and they get bad and i cant think and itll rub my eyes or my head and im getting flustered#and my face gets itchy and sometimes im in near tears cause it hurt and i look miserable and i hate it if im in public cause it feels like#look at this girl having a near meltdown how rude and inconsiderate if im with people#and like i said its debilitaing i cant think i feel awful sometimes i can bearly get words out so it seems like im getting mad or short#with people and its like no sorry my head is abt to explode im not trying to be mean or snobby but i feel like it comes across that way#but i simply dont know what to do and im so tense and it hurts and i could probably snap a brick im half and like sometimes its like just#like a hazard like ill be tripping over my own feet or my instinct is to close my eyes and like the other night when i went rollerskating it#came on and i just shut my eyes and i couldnt get myself to skate straight and i felt like i lost my sense of orientation in space and thats#just straight up unsafe for everyone which is why im kinda like avoiding learning to drive as well#idk im gonna bring it up with my neurologist it just sucks in general but also sucks cause im so young w at times very serious neuro issues#and nerve issues and like i know people have it worse or other things just as bad or worse and i feel like sometimes i complain abt it#too much and i shouldnt or that i shouldnt be upset with it but it makes me very upset
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CRASH (1996)
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To Die For (1996)
Theres one local theatre in my town thats at the end of the line of the bus route and theyll do throwback movies and a lot of the times its 80s movies and with the new 4k version of risky business on the horizion i desperatly need them to show it
#i need them to show it so i can have the very specific movie experince i have when i go to that theatre#and i do not arrive late to the movies#i walk around the fanciest dollar tree in town and marvel i usually a random snack that ive never seen anywhere else other than here#then ill go across the street and since the streets up there are upkept and paved well its blistering hot and ill been reminded#that i do infact live in the desert but the airconditioning of the fanciest grocery store will save me i will go there and also marvel#and become enchanted by the fresh baked sourdough loafs one of which i will buy and hope the theatre is cool abt it so i dont have to carry#it wrapped in my movie theatre hoodie like a baby if theres time i will go have a slice of pizza at the local pizza place it has not changed#since the 80s and is more humid than miami in the summer but ill sit listen to synth and have my food as i watch the fountain then ill head#to the theatre get a print ticket cause i will NOT leave the theatre without my lil sou ineer and stand in the consesscions line trying to#remember if this is a pepsi or coke establishment but dont worry i got time cause the line takes 45min to get thru somehow even if im the#only one in it ill get mt drink and walk to my seat thinking this place is huge but i did used to be an old grocery store or a staples so ye#ill have a blissfull 2 hrs of movie time come out a changed man my new personality for the next few days is this movie like it always is#ill go nextdoor to the fancy icecream place and get a cone but i always get a plain flavor and ill eat it outside in the wire chairs n heat#this is reflecting time by the time im done its ususlly around 5 which means my mom wants me home asap n doesnt want me sitting in the heat#so ill go back get a stronf coffee n take n uber which will almost always take the long way which means i get looking out the window day#dreaming as i look at the sprawling desert one of my fave parts of the day i will return home w a beadache since my constitution cant handle#anything anymore and car rides make me feel ill but ifs fine cause ill get home n my bed is perfectly msde by my mother whom i love and the#and who sometimes makes my bed for me cause she also know im getting home w a headache and the house will be that perfect temp of freezing#and ill lay in bed w an icepack n my coffee and itll feel the way sundays b4 school used to feel in a good way#and ill still be listenong to the score and reflecting and feelimg greatfull thay i can have my lil movie days n treats and feel so carefree#for a while and feel hopefull n inspired and then ill a nap and wake up feeling refreshed and then ill text my dad n give him my opinons#and rating on tbe movie and then e#he'll call and we'll talk abt 80s movies and ill still have that sunday feeling and ill feel so co ntent#its such an incredibly incredibly hyper specific experince but i deeply cherish it and ill have it abt 3 times a year n i look foward to it#anyways i need to go to bed now but hoping that experince will come again soonish and when it does i hope they show risky business#or ferris bueller
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Grace Jones and Dolph Lundgren met each other when he worked as her bodyguard. In 2018, Lundgren revealed that he used to have orgies with Jones that left him “too tired for work”.
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Oh hell yeah its sun tea season
Oh hell yeah its sun tea season
I have so many nasty bruises on the tops of my thighs from running into the drawers at work
I decided to o out to the pool and there two other people and we are all posted up with music and a beverage it really is summer now babey
Had to come in on my day off for a meeting
Oh my god they just dropped an accurate marty mcfly jacket thats also signed but its like a milliom dollars wtf
Oh my god they just dropped an accurate marty mcfly jacket thats also signed but its like a milliom dollars wtf