““I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling.” - Haruki Murakami”
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i will never b a whole person . i will always be a problem , and nothing more .
“Please be patient with me. Sometimes when I’m quiet it’s because I need to figure myself out. It’s not because I don’t want to talk. Sometimes there are no words for my thoughts.”
— Kamla Bolanos
i used to only hate my body but now i hate who i am as a person too lol
Anonymous asked:
What are your regrets?
being born
I want to slam my head against the wall over and over and over until I cant think anymore
sleep-coffee-stuff
*Doesn't eat* feels like shit physically
*Eats* feels like shit mentally
“Who cares if one more light goes out in a sky of a million stars?”
— One More Light - Linkin Park
do you ever just want to shout like… it’s because i’m sad! like yes i didn’t do my homework, yes i didn’t text you back, yes i’ve been hiding in my room! i’m sorry! but i haven’t killed myself so honestly where is my badge!
icarusmyth-deactivated20160714
yeah i’m ok! i’m totally ok i just (takes a deep breath) (starts screaming)
it takes years to learn the difference between who to let go and who to be patient with. the same way it takes years to know what you deserve and what you don’t. so hang on there, growth and experience come with time.
amorosi-deactivated20220605
I never craved peace like I do now. I don’t wanna wake up bothered, angry, bitter, no negative energy or thoughts. I just want to be happy and at peace with everything
delug-e-deactivated20181001
It is difficult to look alive every day