just like in the movie
And I wanted that, you know// not the happily ever after// the happy part// I wanted that happiness that I found with you, to stay// I can’t believe I watched you walk away with it//
I wanted, more than anything to be able to tell you I love you// say it again and again until you believed me// I hadn’t said those words to a boy with all the honesty in my heart, for six years, and then I met you// and it all came out so beautifully, I started falling in love with love// with you//.
I know that maybe we aren’t meant to be// it’s alright// but I can’t unlove you darling// I cant teach my heart to forget this// god knows it’s the hardest thing I had to do and I can’t do it again// I love you// I love you// I love you// I love you//
I never said it as much when you wanted me to // I was so scared of wearing these words out// I was so scared of being too needy// of being too much// and now I’m nothing// now I say it too much// not to you// I can’t say anything to you// I can’t look you in the eye because I am so scared that I will see someone else there// that I will find her in your smile one day// and everywhere I used to be// I don’t fear getting replaced// I fear you forgetting that you loved me// you’re a good liar, but you never lied to me// we talk, but now I can’t tell the difference// I don’t want to try to// I’ll let you hide whatever you want to between our words just as long as it fills the space// you said distance would kill us// I said you were right// but here we are, both still alive//
You were not love// if you were, you wouldn’t leave// if I was, I wouldn’t let you// you and I were a lot like love// and nobody but us could tell the difference//.
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How beautiful it is to break into a thousand pieces, and let the world know, it was them who pushed you into the abyss.
Sophia Carey (via quotemadness)
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