I'm 19, exams are going to start soon and I'm worried. Yes, worried as hell. I should study well, but I'm not doing it. I should exercise, but I always find an excuse: "Just five minutes" or "I watch this and I'll start after it finishes". Some moments I can find the right energy and actually concentrate and do things. But the majority of the time i don't. I basically sit, doing nothing except watching some tv series and Youtube videos. In my mind i would like to do something more interesting, I would like to change that part of me. But it remains just a thought. I know, there are way worst problem than mines, and I accept everything you would say against me. I simply don't know what to do, it's like a constant weight on my back that make me feel useless, worthless. Then I have brief moments of extreme happiness for myself and things aroung, followed by the weight again. Sorry, but i feel like i'm drowning.
Fog Rolling Over Bigwood Lake with Milky Way
Glow in the Dark Cave
Photographer Joseph Michael’s project titled Luminosity reveals the beauty of a species of glow-worm endemic to New Zealand’s North Island. Captured with a Nikon D810 and a long-exposure method, Michael was able to photograph the limestone cave’s beauty. The results are viewed as a majestic, neon starry night indoors.
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Pittacus Lore, The Power of Six (via wordsnquotes)
The Intimidating Alps Turned Into Dreamy Landscape By Self Taught Photographer
Self-taught French photographer Alexandre Deschaumes documents the unforgiving terrain of the Alps as dreamy valleys of snow and mist witnessed through his lens during his personal exploration of the mountain range.
Thoughts
Sento alcune persone parlare della propria relazione come un obbligo, come qualcosa che ti impedisce di essere seriamente te stesso. Sarò io troppo romantico, e nonostante abbia avuto una sola relazione, questa è stata la migliore esperienza della mia vita. È stata migliore dei viaggi fuori, dei concerti dal vivo dei miei gruppi preferiti, di tutto. Ogni giorno era una nuova esperienza, fatta di tante piccole cose ma che rendevano tutto migliore. Sorrisi, abbracci, risate. Era tutto diverso, con lei. Era tutto migliore. E forse sbaglio, e ho sbagliato, a porre tutte le mie forze in quella relazione. Ma sono fatto così, e nonostante adesso tutto sembri così difficile, spero di ritrovare una ragazza che mi farà sentire bene, e unico. L'ho detto, sono fatto così. Mi basta la ragazza giusta, e la amerò in ogni cosa, difetti compresi. E sarò felice, felice sul serio, e non sarà mai un peso, o un obbligo. Mai.
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I love when kisses get so intense you just grab at each other because you literally cannot get any closer to each other. Thats my favorite thing. or when you aren’t thinking and kisses get sloppy and you get a mouthful of teeth. I love when you get side tract and you kiss hard and you were supposed to be gentle but you end up being slammed into a wall. I like when things get hot and you both are literally panting because you cant catch your breath.


