Stop

I’ve been listening to a lot of Taylor Swift lately. Through this time her lyrics honestly calm me down and make happier. Never in my life would I think I could relate to Picture To Burn and Mean. I love her so much for being there.

I tried...I kept going and I wanted to make the best of the best...what’s the problem one would ask. The problem is something I thought I’d never have to experience. Imagine the person your dating decided to give everything and treatment they’ve been giving you for the past 2 years to someone they’ve known for 4 months. Life is heartbreaking and the worse part is I live with him. Everytime I walk back into the room I have to prepare myself to see the two feeling up on eachother. Seeing is like taking daggers to the eyes. It’s almost like he doesn’t care how he feels towards me anymore. I miss him, but I don’t mis him anymore.

I know what you did.

Fake friend I guess