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Do you ever think about the episode Ghostfacers, in which Sam and Dean swear profusely and come across as more dangerous and intense and even more unhinged than they usually do? The outsider PoV emphasizing how they move like predators and the anger and violence that casually radiates from them?

And the obvious implication of course is that this is them in actuality, without the network-TV filter applied, a meta-message to the audience.

Do you ever think about how when Chuck talked to Sam in season 4, how he said he hadn’t written the blood drinking into the books because it would make Sam look unsympathetic? The little curiosity this instills because we as the audience have only actually (finally) seen that two episodes prior, with the intervening episode being the angels’ little alternate universe office au.

And the implication of course being that Chuck has known all along, but hasn’t disclosed it in the books, the way the writers of the show have known all season but hadn’t disclosed it to the audience for so long.

Do you ever think about how Kripke was grabbing us by the shoulders and telling us that the version of Sam and Dean that we see is the network’s sanitized for the censors version, is Chuck’s sympathetic version (not unlike the self-aggrandizing bullshit Metatron later calls him out for writing), and that we actually should question the unreliable narration?

Do you ever think about how truly unhinged Sam and Dean must be and are, once the censors are pulled back and the hero-filter is scrubbed away?

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this post is getting notes (freaking love that it resonates with so many folks) but so much of the discussion on it is about #hboSPN and i just wanted to say that as much as i love hboSPN and its vibes, that’s not at all what i had in mind when i wrote this.

this post isn’t about the (absolutely sexy) vibes of dean with knuckleduster enochian tattoos or sam snorting coke in rest stop bathrooms after 30 hours of no sleep. it’s not even about wincest (though to be clear i do ship that, yes).

it’s about what we see on the hit CW show supernatural and what we can infer about it -

someone (Elsi? V?) mentioned that supernatural is all the better for how unhinged it is and how that’s a counterpoint to the pseudo-normal lens with which we see the brothers and that’s exactly it.

this post is about knowing that yes, sam and dean definitely swear, but also that they are terrifyingly physically powerful. that dean lifts a locker in Ghostfacers and Ed or Harry stammers about how strong he is and dean is passably annoyed and little else. it’s about sam drinking goddamn demon blood and the narrative literally telling us it didn’t want to make him look unsympathetic but holy hell, that boy was literally drinking demon blood! and some people (who i adore keep on being unhinged my friends) still say “that was the right thing for him to do” as if it didn’t turn him into an actual demon and as if he didn’t murder an innocent woman tied up in a trunk! 

it’s about dean murdering the kitsune who happened to be the first girl his brother ever kissed and about the fact that we as the audience see dean as this heroic figure but moments like that drop the veneer, let something else slip through the cracks, and outsiders are right to be terrified and horrified and disgusted by these monstrous brothers who will savage and kill with a sneer on their face and claim its for the greater good.

outsider pov is everything when it comes to the winchesters because even other hunters are leery around them. they are unsocialized but manage to get trauma victims to open up about grievous crimes and manage to effectively impersonate child psychologists and manage to woo all manner of women into their beds and it means they can turn on a dime, flip the switch from unfeeling violence to charming and harmless sweetheart and that! is! terrifying! dean knew something was wrong with soulless sam but even he was halfway convinced at times because that serial killer smile is part of who they are!

it’s like this: the narrator of supernatural loves sam and dean and wants to paint them in a sympathetic light, wants the audience to love them as the narrator does, but knows it would be wrong to outright lie. so the narrator is obfuscating just a bit, making sure we experience and understand sam and dean’s points of view, but when we push just a smidge on that narrative voice, the cracks are intensely apparent.

anyway thank you for coming to my ted talk tl;dr the winchesters don’t need to be on hbo to be unhinged, we see exactly what they are already.

looks like a cinnamon roll, could actually kill you: fymryn, marci
looks like they could kill you, is actually a cinnamon roll: davion, princess mirana
looks like a cinnamon roll, is actually a cinnamon roll: filomena, bram
looks like they could kill you, could actually kill you: selemene, luna, terrorblade
looks like they could kill you but is just a sad elf dad who misses the person they care for most in the world: invoker

dear young/new/insecure/unsure/hurt/just plain bummed writers and artists: fanfiction and fanart isn’t a competition. your voice and words and your creations have inherent value regardless of your level of skill. art is art. don’t be discouraged please. keep writing, keep creating, keep posting, keep being unapologetically you

a non-selective plan for the resurgence of fic commissions

Too many children in the comments like ‘I think authors should be able to share ko-fi links :) it’s just nice’ and ‘OP is just a cop.’ Homie, OP is trying to keep AO3 fully functional without interruption. I will report your ass, too, because I value fic artists and our freedom of expression and my audience and our shared history far more than I value the few bux you wanna make on a commission.

It is not hard to link to your Tumblr or Twitter with a vague message like, “If you’re looking for my other works or other ways of supporting me, go here: link.” I have had people buy me coffees after enjoying my fic and asking where to support me. I threw up a link to my Tumblr and people cared enough to follow it. They were fully understanding when I explained in the comments that they could not commission me and I could not link them directly to any donation platform, but they could go to xyz link to read more. And they did! Nobody has to put AO3 directly on the firing line.

Go ahead and commission independently. Just do it anywhere else except on AO3. And then don’t come crying to the community when you, personally, get a C&D from a massive corporation.

AO3 is our bullet shield. Tumblr will pull your shit down. Wattpad won’t fucking protect you. LJ and FF.net already sold our asses for one (1) corn chip. AO3 is trying to protect us, you goddamn lemmings.

If you cannot follow the rules that protect fanspaces, you do not belong in our fanspaces.

The only people who misunderstand this are doing so intentionally and maliciously. Do yourself a favor and block the infants who think this isn’t a big deal.

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Please remember that this ALSO INCLUDES FANDOM CHARITY AUCTIONS.

When you post charity auction fics, DO NOT note that they are commissions in any way. You can note them as “here is my thank you gift to X for such-and-such event” but please please PLEASE do not list them as commissions.

Some of the subtle clues that Aziraphale and Crowley switched bodies

Bonus - not so subtle anymore, where ‘Crowley’ is sitting prim and proper and ‘Aziraphale’ kind of lying on the bench (plus their reverse sitting position)

Bonus 2:

Bonus 3: We usually see Aziraphale under the sign E (east), but ‘Aziraphale’ under the opposite W (west)

updated with Bonus 3 :)

Fanfiction Club: The Rules

This idea came to me when I woke up first thing this morning.

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This is gold.

i do not see a flaw

[SLAMMING REBLOG BUTTON REPEATEDLY]

NORMALIZING COMMENTING EVERY TIME YOU KUDOS BECAUSE FANFIC WRITERS CANT READ YOUR MIND TO KNOW WHAT YOUR FAVE PARTS WERE PLEASE

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Comments make writers happy

Please comment. I would love to hear your thoughts on any fic.

i love having comments on my stories! makes checking my inbox daily worth it ^^

Comments always make my day.

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A brief process of how I painted Michael with my digital interpretation of the Flemish technique. Each paragraph corresponds to a photo. Also, I can’t write. Read it at your peril…

- We start with a finished black & white grisaille with no textures. I’m not good enough to teach anyone drawing so please figure this out with your drawing instructors…

- I apply textures to the grisaille according to the reference paintings I have. Google Arts & Culture is an excellent source for this because you can REALLY zoom in the paintings on there. In general, there are speckles and streaky brushstrokes in the darks because semi-transparent earth colours are usually used in these areas. Meanwhile frequent colour choices in the lights such as flake white and Naples yellow are lead-based, which means they are very opaque and “long”. This causes craquelure & impasto in these areas.

- I create the imprimatura & dead layer with Colour Balance in PS. It’s just sliding the sliders, really… Eventually, the lights have the greenish hue of terre verde, and the darks are the fiery earth red of burnt sienna.

- Glazing time. This is done with the “colour” blending mode in PS. Glaze cool tones on the background first. Then the warm shadows, finally, the lights. Make good use of the greenish hue in the dead layer to create nice halftones.

- The look after the first glaze. There are still a lot of problems. The overall picture is too warm. Certain details are not as exact as I would like them to be.

- The final painting after many adjustments. I cooled down all the lights, scumbled in many details with an opaque brush, and moved certain features a little with Liquify. That’s it!

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𝖳𝗋𝗎𝖾 𝖲𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖳𝖨𝟫 - 𝖭𝟢𝗍𝖺𝗂𝗅, 𝖢𝖾𝖻, 𝖩𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗑, 𝖠𝗇𝖺 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖳𝗈𝗉𝗌𝗈𝗇

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If you’re not noticed, you’re still valid.

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Like, if no ones gonna read it, you should still write it.

If no ones gonna see it, you should still do it.

If no ones gonna hear you, you should still say it.

You’re not measured by how people react to you.