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olivia hawkins

@therealoliviahawkins

avatar art by @rogerwitt_ on instagram previously @dancing-with-nobody-01

not an ask i guess but i just wanted to say that your blog is very pleasing to look at :) the colors and aesthetic of it are very nice and calming to me and i felt like you should know

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Hi! This is so very sweet of you, thank you so much <3 I actually do worry about these things so this is a big relief! I'll always be a pink supremacist, I find it calming as well. I love the lilac you've used on your blog!

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aww i’m so glad!! and thank you, purple is my favorite color right now :)

voices by house of heroes 

an analysis

(i’m sure these things have been noticed before but i was thinking hard about this song in the car earlier and wanted to rant about it so here, have a rant) 

thinking about the lyrics to this song and specifically the second verse, the lines that go 

“in a graceless world i was graceless / i’m just a murderer cuz murder was my only chance / though I’m wretched i am not faithless / the ears of God hear everything / and He hears them still / every cry (every breath), every lamb that i’ve slain / just to save myself / how can God show mercy? I was merciless to them” 

Getting Started

So . . . getting started. 

People always say that starting a new project is the hardest part, and the thing about that is, they're right. 

Getting started is tough. I've written novels, published stories, and read and edited enough introductory paragraphs to know how true this is. 

The idea will be sitting in your brain, chomping at the bit for you to get it down on the page, and then the instant you try to start typing, the words betray you and you find yourself staring at an empty screen. 

If you've ever had to write anything, you know what I mean. 

Starting something new is daunting. It's scary. Doubts and questions swirl around in your mind as you second guess everything, as you wonder if you're even cut out for this writing gig. You stare at that cursor, blinking incessantly like a child trying to get its mother's attention, and the pressure to start, to put something on the page just builds and builds. 

But then you take a breath, close your eyes, swallow, and just start

And all of a sudden it's like a floodgate has been opened. 

Or maybe it isn't. It goes both ways, and there's no way of telling which result you'll get until you try.

On purpose!! love people on purpose!!! find someone wonderful and love them and tell them it wasn’t an accident, you had a choice, you saw who they were and realized how lovely it would be to love them, and it is!! i made a good decision! i love you on purpose!!

what up homies we gonna be revamping this blog over the next few days to make it better than before

so

I'm not sure exactly what that means yet but buckle your seatbelts because here we go