C.E.O OF BIGZZWORLD ENT.

To my future wife:

Yes, you’re the woman I prayed for and will continue to do so for the rest of my life.

Babe, I don’t know what the future holds but I know with complete certainty, that you’re the person that I want to spend the rest of my purposeful life with.

As we continue to grow in our lives a part, then together, I promise to give you all of my words when needed, and to share in the silence when they’re not. To pick you up when you are down, and to raise you even higher when you are up. To indulge in sensual skin contact when needed most, and to still be intimate even without physical contact. To care for you and our families for as long as we live. To adventure with you always, and to be the best husband and father I can be as we grow a family together. To always know in the deepest part of my soul, that when challenges arise, through God, we will always find our way back to one another.

Acts of service is my love language so I’ll love how thoughtful, romantic and passionate you are with everything you do for me; for us. I’ll love the way you light up when you get a creative idea, and can’t wait to help be the catalyst to see it through!

I promise to always support your dreams, to be your forever romantic partner and to always make the bed if I'm the last one to wake up in the morning. Okay I’m lying about that. I’m leaving it as is 😂.

In short, you’ll be the woman I prayed for which will turn into the woman I’ll pray with.

I ❤️ you!

In Jesus’ name I pray……..🙏🏾🤞🏾

Love is a complex and multifaceted emotion that can be difficult to define. At its core, however, love is a deep affection or attachment that one person feels for another. Love can take many different forms and can be expressed in many different ways, depending on the individuals involved and the context of the relationship.

Some common characteristics of love include:

- Intense feelings of warmth, affection, and caring towards another person

- A desire to be close to and spend time with the other person

- A willingness to sacrifice for the other person's well-being

- A feeling of completeness or fulfillment when with the other person

- A desire to support and nurture the other person's growth and development

- A sense of joy and happiness when the other person is happy.

Overall, love is a powerful and essential aspect of human experience that can bring great happiness and fulfillment to our lives‼️✍🏾‼️

A senior citizen drove his brand new Corvette convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road, he floored it to 80 mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little gray hair he had left. Amazing, he thought as he flew down I-94, pushing the pedal even more.

Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw a state trooper behind him, lights flashing and siren blaring. He floored it to 100 mph, then 110, then 120. Suddenly he thought, What am I doing? I'm too old for this, and pulled over to await the trooper's arrival.

Pulling in behind him, the trooper walked up to the Corvette, looked at his watch, and said, "Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason for speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go."

The old gentleman paused. Then he said, "Years ago, my wife ran off with a state trooper. I thought you were bringing her back."

"Have a good day, sir," replied the trooper 🤣😩🤣

Life is so temporary, you wake up brush your teeth, shower. Not knowing if it’s the last time you will ever see yourself in the mirror. Not knowing it’s the last time you are gonna kiss your loved ones goodbye. Love every moment you have, you don’t know how precious every second of life you get really is✍🏾🗣️

You should have at least one friendship that is a “safe place” for you‼️ You should be able to pour your heart out, vent, laugh, cry, joke and be vulnerable without judgment‼️ That person should be able to point you back in the right direction, provide accountability, godly counsel and just ultimately be there for you‼️✍🏾‼️

YOU’RE NOT IN LOVE WITH HER :

If yelling at her in an argument doesn’t make your throat burn like you just down 6 shots, you’re not in love with her. If her eyes can’t make you stop in your tracks and make you think about what you’re about to say next, you’re not in love with her. If her laugh doesn’t make you tense up your knuckles thinking about never hearing it again, you’re not in love with her. If her voice can’t calm your worst anxiety attacks and make you want to listen to anything she has to say, you’re not in love with her. If her smile doesn’t make your chest quake and make your lungs shrink but make you feel refreshed all in one motion, you’re not in love with her. If taking off her clothes is the only time you pay attention to her, you’re not in love with her!! Quit destroying the good women just because you have the inability to be a mature man! 🗣🗣🗣.

Start knowing who’s really genuine about being in your energy, and who’s around you to use you as a safety net, “just incase you make it”. People will stay around “just incase you make it” and still be hating on you in the process of you making it. Stop giving access to people who’s intentions aren’t clear from jump. You aren’t a second option or a backup plan. When you start looking at people as exactly what they are showing you and how they treat others, you automatically start to move accordingly‼️✍🏾‼️

To my friend who would rather not do Christmas this holiday season,

I want you to know I see you.

I may not know what it’s like to walk in your shoes. I can’t understand the grief you are feeling right now. But my heart hurts for you.

Are the lights, the sounds, and the smells all painful reminders of what is missing? Do they take you to place in your mind where you wish you could go? Instead of seeing what is before you, do you see what is no longer?

To my friend who has lost her spouse. To my friend whose marriage is crumbling. To my friend who is now divorced. To my friend whose children are all grown and gone from home. To my friend who is spending this Christmas in the hospital, at the bedside of a loved one. To my friend who has lost her mother. Her father. Her sister. Her brother. Her child.

I am sorry for the pain you are feeling this holiday season.

I know I cannot take that pain away, but I would at least like to acknowledge it.

I believe it’s okay if you don’t feel like doing Christmas this year.

It’s okay if instead of wanting to drive around and look at lights or bake cookies or attend a Christmas party – you would rather be alone.

It’s okay if unwrapping an ornament brings you to your knees and fills your eyes with tears. It’s okay if it all feels like too much.

It’s okay if you are ready for it all to be over.

It’s okay if you are merely going through the motions.

Maybe you have children and you want to give them the feeling and joy of Christmas, but at the end of the day after they are tucked in bed – you look around and are overwhelmed with grief. You are left to cry. Wondering when the feeling of “normal” will return.

I would imagine it probably comes and goes like tidal waves. Rushing in and out and back again. Moments of joy and then moments of sadness.

I have not walked in your shoes, but I hope you know it’s okay to have both.

Feeling joyful isn’t a betrayal of what you have lost. And feeling sadness, I believe, is at times inevitable.

I see you, my friend.

I am sorry for your loss. I am sorry for what you have gone through.

You may feel alone, but you are not alone.

Friends, family, neighbors – we want to be there for you. We want you to know we love you. We want you to know we care.

While this is the best time of the year for some, for others – it is hard. Very. Very. Hard.

To my friend who would rather not do Christmas this holiday season, I know this is hard for you.

I want you to know I see you.

I know I can’t take away your pain. I know I can’t make it better.

But I at least want you to know I am sorry.

As some of you young people are dreading going to grandma's house because you want to be with your friends, let me tell you this and believe it or not. There will come a day when you would give anything to be sitting at that table eating and listening to all the corny stories she is telling. You want to run with those friends instead of sitting with the best friend you will ever have, the one who will always have your back. One day you won’t have that table to sit at and you will certainly miss it‼️✍🏾‼️

As we’re getting ready to step into some new energy and a NEW YEAR, learn to accept right now everything the universe protected you from , even the things you didn’t understand in the moment! The people you thought were your “friends”, the shady family members, the negative conversations you didn’t hear, etc. You’re starting to realize you’re meant for something bigger and your purpose is something bigger than you imagined. You’re getting ready to walk into something GREATER! You on your way to the top , and sometimes on your road to the top , you have to be so comfortable with your own energy cause things could get lonely but everything you’re about to receive is worth all the peace and success that you’re about to gain! Millions will know your name & your story so hold on & get ready for the ride‼️🙏🏾🤞🏾‼️

This is heartbreaking! 😩💔💔💔

Shanquella Robinson, who was only 25, was beaten to death in Mexico while she begged for her life. She was beat by one of her “friends”. The murder was filmed on camera by her best friend who just sat there and watched her be attacked and laughed saying “at least fight back”. All of her “friends” left her body in an AirBNB to die.

There are multiple things wrong in this death but the crucial message is stop calling everyone your friend. Pay attention to off vibes you get from people in situations where they show they don’t care about your best interest. Shanquella was beaten badly and died from blunt forced trauma to her head and a cracked spine. Do not go on trips with people you don’t trust. When you travel long distance with people you do not know or who have SKETCHY characteristics, trust your instincts.

Most importantly stay away from negative messy people, trust your gut feeling.😔🙏🏽💔

#ripshanquellarobinson #justiceforshanquellarobinson

The way I grew up real man didn’t have a problem expressing their feelings or love for their girl👸🏾Now dudes be like that’s soft, or Gay🤔Nah bro gay is expressing for another man more than you do your girl✊🏽I got homies I love to death, but not more than my Queen👸🏾👸🏾So y’all can keep on screaming M.O.B & bros Over heauxs all u want, And I’ll continue to play chess💪🏾Protect the Queen👸🏾And WIN!💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾

To my non Haitian friends who have asked I'll tell you about a Haitian musical genius. His name was Michael Benjamin aka Mikaben.

At 41 years of age he was at the top of his career. He wrote, produced, sang, played various instruments and mastered every genre of music . Generous with his talents , he mentored and encouraged up and coming artists. The lyrics he wrote were sheer poetry as his words of love, light and peace were fueled by the pureness of his soul. He sang of patriotism and brotherhood. He sang of love and peace..Life in Haiti has been chaotic to say the least and yet Mika not only chose to see its beauty, he made it his mission for everyone else to do the same. The size of his wide smile was only surpassed by that of his heart.

On Saturday October 15th he had been excited to join his fellow brothers in music ( Carimi ) as a guest star in the long awaited concert in Paris. Through his social media, he shared with us followers the euphoria, excitement and hard work that came with putting together this magnitude of an event. 17 thousand concert goers were expected in that immense arena.He used words like "crazy, fire, unreal, happy, excited, lit".. The rest of us Haitians around the world were so excited. Not only because we love Carimi and we love Mika, but because this event was a much needed beacon of light illuminating the very dark days we've been living. As he was about to set foot on stage he donned a giant Haitian flag on his shoulder and said to the camera "Haiti this is for you"...When he got on stage his energy was palpable. The immense crowd sang along danced along, cried, laughed ,roared... The complicit smiles exchanged between Mika and his fellow musicians translated their sense of accomplishment, joy, and yes brotherhood. He drew his energy from the fans and compounded to give them the best show ever... After an amazing ovation he thanked everyone and walked off the stage, with our flag draped around his chest. It's a small consolation but I like to think of the symbolism of the Haitian flag gently soothing and covering him as his heart suddenly stopped beating against it. He had just given everything to Haiti, and in a small way Haiti now was thanking him back. . Some people die alone , and some people die in a crowd of 17000 ,with hundreds of thousands more watching.

His premature and dramatic public death left us perplexed, devastated, indignant, and at a loss. We cant imagine why a young, humble , generous , talented, loving , philanthropist have to leave us .. and worse leave in the middle of an awaited celebration of a lifetime. Why should his little boy be left without his dad he loves so much? Why should his last 2 babies grow up with no first hand memories of the amazing dad he would have been to them? Why should his wife be deprived of more years of love and be a widow, and why should his parents siblings and friends feel forever the pain of losing him. ? ...I guess we think this way because our brains and minds are human and limited. But we know deep down that he left because his mission was fulfilled...it doesn't mean we have to like it.

So there you have it, those of you who asked me now you too know the story. The story of Mikaben a shooting star who loved his country, his family and friends. The musical prodigy who gave his last breath to his country and to his fans literally and figuratively...in every sense of the word. Through the applause he beamed and flashed us one last time his trademark smile, turned around with his superhero Haitian flag cape and flew to the stars in Heaven where he belonged.

What I love is privacy.... No one truly knows what's going on in my life. (Kids, school, money, relationships, etc) From small I adapted the notion of "keeping my business to me" especially down times cause "WTF they gonna do anyway" is my motto. Tho I grew vulnerable towards some, I'm always guarded. The moment you show me I'm not deserving of the same grace you would want is the moment I retreat for in that moment I was not your equal and you thought your more deserving than me, so it was in that moment you lost me‼️✍🏾‼️

A woman can wake up, get the kids ready for school, drop them off, head to work, walk in with the biggest smile on her face, get the day’s work completed, leave work, pick the kids up, cook dinner, get the kids ready for bed, all while going through one of the worst times in her life. If that isn’t strength, I don’t know what is. Women are truly phenomenal‼️✍🏾‼️

I don't think a lot of men understand how important this is, fellas please take& pick your kids up from school, It be so many hoes up there.😩

"I didn't tell you because you might be the one praying it don't happen for me... 🤐🗣"

Chicken 1: “Lawd! Poor Loretta!

Chicken 3: “She looks good though… looks flavorful. Who did the body?”

Chicken 2: “Bernice! You know the one who makes the good cornbread!”

Chicken 3: “Well. That’s good! As long as they didn’t let Sheryl do the body!”

Chicken 1: “Chile! I told my children that when I go to let anybody but Sheryl do me.”

Chicken 2: “I heard she don’t even season you when it’s your time to go… no Lawry’s or nothing!”

Chicken 1: “That’s a shame!”

Chicken 3: “You know when I go I think I want to be fried...”

Chicken 2: “FRIED?!”

Chicken 3: “Yes. I hear that a nice way to go.”

Chicken 1: “You know they fried Earnest?!”

Chicken 2: “Lawd! Not Earnest… AIN’T NOBODY TOLD ME NOTHING!”

Y’all be on social media posting y’all girlfriends like “not the baddest but....” Imagine me posting my trophy saying “suttin light”. I don’t care how many baddies I been with, my girl a 10‼️✍🏾‼️

A NARCISSIST doesn’t love anyone‼️‼️ They manipulate people for safe places, to always have somewhere to go back to because they fear getting themselves together & healing. They use childhood trauma as an excuse to pity them as adults while they make the same repeated cycles. You can show them all the love you carry in just one body & they’ll still make plans in case something doesn’t fall through. They seek attention for power so they’re never satisfied. They will fk you up & drain you mentally, physically and emotionally‼️✍🏾‼️