To the joy and bane of many people in my life, I have always had the live fast, die young mentality. I look back and think to myself.... well I did not die young, and when I should have been thinking of the future, I was not. I will admit that there is a very good possibility that I will keep with my thought process of when I was young till the day that I die, because well tomorrow is not a promise to us, today, the right now is. For once and I know I have said it before I have a plan for tomorrow and the day after that, and I have been trying to look out for the me that will be there in the future. Though I have noticed.... I am a bit more depressed than I was in the past. I have always been depressed from time to time, I know we all have been there many times. I just fell like there is a void, within myself, like something, or someone is missing. Maybe I'm looking and seeing this future and I'm wondering who will be by my side? Who will enjoy the fruits of my work with me? Who will be with me when my son gets married and who will he by my side when the grandkids come over? Maybe.... just maybe.... I'm over thinking.... maybe I'm just tired.... maybe.... well maybe.... well, you know what! The wind has yet to let me down and I have flown no matter the obstacles life has thrown at me. Wind let's keep going and just take the now as it is. Damn do I love that feeling, it's not quite falling and it's not quite making it, the wind in your hair and your kinda like floating in mid-air.
It has been super exciting, I have not really added any new content in........ well, years, honestly. I went on a massive hiatus and have been focusing on school and dealing with lots of other odds and ends, lost my mind for a bit in there, tried to write for a bit, and small side projects. Though here lately, I have had a massive increase in followers...... I'm not sure why.
So there are three points to point out here. One can not be told by the picture the other two can. The point that can not be seen I took about a 7 or so mile walk. The other two I think are obvious. (at Washington, Missouri) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHJCuH7hLcY/?igshid=1u9ozyjecq8mm
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Me when my friends tell me i have a dice problem:
at Myrtle Beach, South Carolina https://www.instagram.com/p/CEY-THLB1yw/?igshid=1rdzl0dkfklo
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