It’s the memories of the little things that keep me from healing.

why do i mean so little to someone that means so much?

I’m not the prettiest or skinniest girl, & I’m definitely a little quirky. But I’m also fun, loving, patient, and nurturing. I’m finally at that point in my life where if guys aren’t noticing me for those qualities, then I’d rather not be noticed at all.

Keeping to myself has been one of the best decisions. 

You really want to know what happened to us? I was sick of dealing with all of your confusion. Half of the time what we had was amazing, I was so comfortable around you. That was only half of the time. One do you loved me and the next it was like you couldn’t even stand to be around me. I opened my eyes, I don’t deserve someone like you and honestly, I feel so sorry for the next girl because she will be left broken.

Be with someone who you don’t have to be perfect for; someone who wipes pizza sauce from around your mouth, someone who kisses your make up free cheeks in the morning, someone who squeezes the thighs you hate while driving, someone who listens when you sing even though you can’t sing. Be with someone who accepts you for the you that you are when nobody else is around.

A big butt will get your attention but never make you faithful. A pretty face will get you to commit but will never change you. It’s that funny girl with a beautiful personality, million dollar smile & a heart of gold that will make you realize love is more about chemistry than biology.

you deserve someone that’ll thank God everyday for you. someone that’ll treat you like a blessing & not a burden. someone that makes you consistently laugh & is there to wipe your tears away. someone that shows you how much they love you instead of just saying it. don’t settle

Don’t

Don’t make me wait, just because you know I will.

I don't talk to you anymore

I don’t talk to you anymore because you took up too much of my time and energy. It was a chore to keep you interested in the conversation. Sometimes I would have to send double texts to keep the words flowing because you got bored and stopped answering. Sometimes I had to carry the conversation. I had to think of new topics to discuss. I had to do everything.

I don’t talk to you anymore because I reached a point where it became too tiring. I was tired of trying to make you like me. Tired of trying to ask the right questions and give the right answers. Tired of trying to convince you that I was worthy of your love.

I don’t talk to you anymore because it’s unfair for me to be the only one putting in effort. I initiated every conversation, which is why the second I stopped trying, our texting ended. You could have contacted me for a change, but you never did. I guess you’re still waiting for me to do it. Either that or you don’t care about us losing touch. And if you don’t care, then I shouldn’t either.

I don’t talk to you anymore because I am tired of playing games. I always hated waiting hours for you to text back, but I put up with it, because I cared about you. Because I thought you were worth the wait. But now I realize that you were only trying to keep the power over me, to look like you cared less than I did — and I don’t have time for mind games like that.

I don’t talk to you anymore because there is nothing left to say. You already know how I feel about you, and it’s clear you don’t feel the same way. If you did, then you would have been trying as hard as I always did. You would have made an effort. You would have texted back faster and initiated conversations and asked to see me in person so we weren’t only talking over the phone. But none of those things happened.

I don’t talk to you anymore because I figured you wouldn’t mind losing me. If I’m being honest, I wasn’t even sure if you’d realize I was gone. It’s not like you seemed excited about our conversations in the first place. You always seemed like you were half-there, only paying half-attention.

I don’t talk to you anymore because I don’t have room in my life for people who fail to appreciate me. I’m not mad at you. I’m not trying to get you back. I’m just tired of trying to keep your attention when it’s clear you would rather be elsewhere. I’m tired of texting someone who doesn’t want to text me. 

The main reason why people have a hard time moving on is because deep down we want the person we fell in love with to return and things go back to how they started. It’s so hard to accept when people change, or turn out to be the opposite of what we thought they were.