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@thelaurahere-blog

Dutch but speaking English #eenbeetjegayisnietokeikbenhelemaalgay

I’m gonna miss the feeling that you gave me when i looked into your eyes. That butterfly feeling when that one time you took my hand. But its over now. Youre still beautiful but my feelings arent anymore

After all the struggles i still feel very sad. But that day has brightend up my week

Oh my. I went to a choir on monday. I had to sit in a car for one hour with my crush/favorite girl in the world. We had so mutch fun :D. It made me so happy . Didn’t feel that way in a long time. Glad she is still my friend after telling her that i’m in love with her

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suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their suicidal feelings without risking hospitalization/institutionalization or being accused of being manipulative or attention seeking

YESYESYESYEsYEs

reading these answers is really making me emotional.. I knew that it would but not to this extent. I’m just gonna ramble really quick..

One thing that blows my mind about struggling with coming out, from my own experience, was that I have never felt more alone in my life than in that time. I felt like I was the only person in the whole entire world feeling the way I felt. So many of your answers and stories are the same. The same as each others and the same as my own. I relate to so many of you and you’re bringing me back to all those emotions I used to have, which is exactly why I asked for you guys to answer that question. 

I let myself get so stuck in those fears. They were all I thought about day in and day out. I couldn’t sleep at night and I couldn’t get up in the morning because I just was so so so in my head about everything. Scared of how people would react, terrified I’d disappoint people, afraid people wouldn’t see me the same anymore. All of those things just played on a loop in my mind. 

That version of myself would have never believed where I am at today. Something that used to keep me feeling disconnected from everyone around me is one of the things that makes me feel most connected to people now.

I just want you to know that I never ever in a million years thought I’d be where I am today.. happy and comfortable in my own skin. If you’re feeling the same way TRUST ME you’re going to surprise yourself.

That moment that someone listens to the same music as you. Aaah love it

i was just scrolling through selena’s insta and it’s so obvious by all the posts and even the separate revivaltour account that she was so dedicated to this tour and was having so much fun meeting and performing for all her fans and now her condition and mental health has rendered her unable to continue doing a tour she had invested so much time and love into. she’s such a beautiful person with such a gorgeous soul i miss her so much and i really sincerely hope that she takes this time to get better for herself she really deserves it.

every one has a cry song. you know the song that you’ve listened to for years and instantly get emotional over. mine is the saltwater room by owl city

reblog this and put yours in the tags

you raise me up

but you’re straight and i’m gay and that’s just the way it is

My sister: you have homo, hetero and lesbian. Then everything is covered up? Uhh no not really....

Next time I start to develop a crush on someone please just punch me in the face instead