I think it’s lame that we leave everything behind after this life and we don’t know what’s after, how our life expections are honestly not a long time (and it could be cut short at any time), how our youth is the shortest and toughest part of our life, and how all our bodies start going to shit right after that.
I feel like everything is just a distraction of the inevitable, even our simple minded worries. And it almost feels like a sick joke that we’re all suppose to be ok with learning so much, doing so much, only to forget it all. Despite of this, I want the furthest thing from an ordinary life. Because nothing terrifies me more than living and dying like the rest.
This hit home



