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do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity.

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just little mentally ill things

  • being exhausted even after laying in bed and doing nothing all day
  • requiring an extensive amount of time to rest in between simple tasks because it takes a lot of energy out of you 
  • constantly feeling like you’re running a never-ending race while everyone else is ahead of you 
  • being categorized as “lazy” “oversensitive” “childish” and/or “crazy”
  • always worrying about your future and what’s going to happen to you
  • feeling like you’ll never be “normal” and capable of functioning like other people your age 
  • being misunderstood by everyone you come into contact with
  • unable to form close, healthy relationships with other people due to trust or abandonment issues
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You're tired

You’re tired, aren’t you? Tired of being the fattest between your friends, tired of getting breathless every time you try to do any exercise, tired of asking for a bigger number of a t-shirt cause the one that you like doesn’t fit you, tired of crying because you’re fat. You’re tired and so do I, let’s change that.

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Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me? Why me?

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httpz03y
Will I ever be better? No. Am I pretending to be okay so I don’t upset you? Yes. I love you. I don’t want to bring you down and drown you in my sorrows.

2am thoughts keeping me awake (via httpz03y)

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anyone ever: It's getting hot in here.
my brain: ......so take off all your clothes ;) ;) ;) ;) ;)
me: wtf why??? still? what year is it??????
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“Feet together, thighs apart. Collarbones are where we start. Feel your hips, count the ribs. That’s what makes us skinny. Bitch.”

Not my poem but I really love it. Like ALOT!

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me: what if instead of doing literally anything i just slept all the time
me: thats a sign of depression
me:
me: ok we'll deal with that later but first we nap
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Even if you’ve only lost five pounds, even if you’ve just started you’re diet, be proud of yourself. You’re trying and you’re doing something to make yourself better. Don’t give up!

Just when I was about to give up,this post helps so much