Is it possible to fall in love with someone just by listening to their playlists on spotify? I just can’t lose this feeling that I’ve seen your deepest dreams, desires and thoughts only by observing and listening carefully to something that you choose for and by ourself. Something that touched you somewhere deep inside. By sharing your playlists you stand naked in front of me, displaying every scar, strech mark and every freckle of yours. So I’m convinced, yes, you can fall in love by listening to someone’s playlist on spotify. It’s a passive artistic way to show yourself.

I just startet playing a movie on my TV and continued reading my book. Just couldn't stand the idea to not satisfy my wish to read and watch at the same time... didn't work out very well.

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Fleetwood Mac // Little lies

Spontaneous Love

Love just happends. It’s its nature. And it’s the only thing we all have in common as long as we’re involved in any kind of love related relationship. People that love are people who live. We live for the sudden moment when we realize we have feelings for someone. Doesn’t matter if romatically or platonic. We feel connected to them. But everything is complicated and we experience things like love different.

I always thought loving someone (romatically) was hard. Well I still do. Never being able to completely fall for someone. I get attracted easily. But I end up only looking for physical satisfaction. It’s easy to love someone’s body, it’s hard to take in someones personality.

But what if sex with him was the problem and its own solution at once?  He, who was a stranger like all the others before, turned out to be different. He made me fall...maybe in love maybe not. All I know is that I fell for the way our bodies moved together like a pair not as two individuelles. I fell for the gestures we gave and received from each other that were more then just wild touching. He, who I recognized as perfect as we laid in silence. Not because of the amazing sex before but because of his aura and way to express himself. For the first time ever I experienced these kind of feelings. Intimidated I made the biggest mistake in my opinion. I left. I left someone, who was clinging onto me to stay for rest of the night. I left him with the atomic pain of a heartbreak.

I, a nonbeliever in romantical love, ended up deceived by myself and the spontaneusness of love.