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I'm that girl at school who sits and reads or listens to music rather than actually talking to people. Don't get me wrong, I have a couple friends a father, mother, and sister, I just prefer to be alone. I don't like to interact with others and I. don't really like to talk. I do talk, but that's only when I have to. If it were my choice, I wouldn't talk at all. I used to be depressed, I'm not anymore. I'm proud of myself for that. Don't worry about me, I'm not all silent because I'm depressed or anything, I'm happy with me, I just....enjoy silence. There's a certain, beauty in it to me. I'm just a fangirling, phangirling, music loving, book writing, silent girl.....that was finally remembered. (I made my blog when I was depressed, that's why my name is what it is)

My school is like, wierd compared to the stories I've heard of others. Like, the guys don't care about seeming "gay" and neither do the girls. Like it'd probably take over ten people to count the amount of times I've seen girls walking around holding hands or with thier hand around each other, including me doing it with my friends. If the guys ever say "no homo" it's always a legit joke or they'll like wink jokingly at the other afterward. Litterally TODAY we were watching a movie in World Geography and two guys were sitting in the front of the crowd (we had to sit around my teachers computer in the corner of the class) and one of them was laying on like 2 or 3 chairs and was resting thier head on the other boys lap while the boy he was sitting on was like playing with his hair and caressing his face. They're both not gay btw they've both had girlfriends. One of them actually HAS girlfriend.

Take the Blame

When my sister get her phone taken away when she's grounded, she tends to take her anger out on me or the people around her. Example: Today, she hasn't had her phone for a little less than a week. We had disagreed about something and she starts yelling out of nowhere at me. She tell me to get something. I takes me a little while and she's yelling at me that I'm sooooo slow. I say she's impatient and she smacks me in the face, then my glasses dig into my nose and eye. Later, she complains to my parents that I satchel her with my long nails. That's true, but in defense after her slapping me. I don't say anything about her slapping me. I sit there, and I take it. When things like this happen, I blame myself. Why? Why do I ALWAYS blame MYSELF for things like this when never REALLY my fault? Because everything that I do, every mistake I make, and the reactions I get to those things have contitioned me and brain to automatically blame ME when something goes wrong. I want you to reblog of you have EVER gone through something like this, or if you know someone who has. I love you. IT'S NOT YOYR FAULT! YOU ARE AMAZING AND I LOVE YOU! 💋❤💙💚💛💛💜💓💕💖💗💘💟💝💞👍

Coming Out

"I need to talk to you guys." I said "Go ahead." They replied. "You guys are always telling me to not worry about boys or whatever, and I just - don't have a boyfriend don't worry, but I'm bisexual." I said. I know I'm pan. But it'd be easier for them to take in than just going full out right off the bat. Well ease into it. "DON'T SAY THAT!" Yelled my dad. "DON'T YOU FUCKING SAY THAT CAUSE YOU DON'T EVEN KNIW WHAT THAT MEANS! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT IS. TALK WITH YOUR MOM CAUSE THAT RIGHT THERE IS THE WORST THING YOU COULD'VE EVER TOLD ME!" HE walked away. I'm not crying. Why aren't I crying? I thought I'd be crying. "Are you sure? Do you even know what that is?" Asked my mom. "Yes." "What is it then?" "It means your sexually attracted to both girls and boys." "How do you even know you are, you don't even have any experience." "Yes I have. I've bee with a girl. More than just a good friend." "What if this is just a phase?" She asks. "What if it isn't?" I respond. I get up. I walk away. I sit on my bed and read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows for about 15 minutes. Then I lay down, and watch The Fosters for a little while. That's when I ACTUALLY start crying.............because of the jonnor break up....

Before I begin, I must first state THIS IS JUST MY OPINION AND IN NO WAY AM I SAYING THAT I AM CORRECT OR TRYING TO START A FIGHT. I love boohoo, soooooo much. They're clothes are amazing and beautiful and pretty and just good in general, but come on. I admit, this is only ONE picture, and I DID see SOME models her that I guess you could call "plus size" but mostly, it was models like this. This is just my opinion and yes, maybe it is wrong, maybe it's right who's to say really? I don't believe these should be considered "plus size" models. Mostly what I'm seeing is that of they're models for this category of clothing, they just have bigger thighs or a but. While that COULD be taken as plus size I wanna see more larger models with a belly, with some cheeks or bigger arms. I repeat, this is MY opinion and MY opinion only. I know some people will disagree with me and that's completely fine and dandy. Actually, let me know if you have some points that you think I should know, but I'm not trying to start an argument or a fight so please, be polite, I don't want to get angry.

Before I begin, I must first state THIS IS JUST MY OPINION AND IN NO WAY AM I SAYING THAT I AM CORRECT OR TRYING TO START A FIGHT. I love boohoo, soooooo much. They're clothes are amazing and beautiful and pretty and just good in general, but come on. I admit, this is only ONE picture, and I DID see SOME models her that I guess you could call "plus size" but mostly, it was models like this. This is just my opinion and yes, maybe it is wrong, maybe it's right who's to say really? I don't believe these should be considered "plus size" models. Mostly what I'm seeing is that of they're models for this category of clothing, they just have bigger thighs or a but. While that COULD be taken as plus size I wanna see more larger models with a belly, with some cheeks or bigger arms. I repeat, this is MY opinion and MY opinion only. I know some people will disagree with me and that's completely fine and dandy. Actually, let me know if you have some points that you think I should know, but I'm not trying to start an argument or a fight so please, be polite, I don't want to get angry.

Chill fam.

OK so I was going through the comments on Dan and Phil’s videos and I see people go “OM G WHY ARE DANS SHOES IN PHIL’S ROOM? PHAN CONFIRMED!!!!1!1!!11!!” or “O MG THEY JUST TOUCHED! PHAN CONFIRMED!!! 1!1!!!!” Like Ever had a roommate? They’re allowed to keep stuff in each other’s rooms ya know???? They’re allowed to touch ya know???? So just. Relaks. Calm your titties. If phan is real they’ll sure as hell let you know when they’re ready. Till then, let them keep their shoes in each other’s room without any questions about their friendship ok. They’re best friends ffs.