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Noah

@thefandomeffect-noah

Just another neurodivergent queer person screaming about his hyperfixations.
18 | he/him, gay | ADHD | ENFP | Currently obsessing over Six the Musical, Nintendo, and OFMD.

Been a while since I’ve posted, but in the past year or so I’ve gotten really into Our Flag Means Death and I really wanted to show off my progress on Fang cosplay I’ve been working on!! It made me very happy to see a plus-size queer(?) man in a more mainstream show, and Fang is an absolute teddy bear so I instantly became obsessed with him.

(Sorry about the picture quality, I don’t have a good background or space and my light gives them a horrible glare.)

Still need to finish making his necklace, get some bottoms & boots, and figure out what I’m gonna do with my hair but other than that it’s looking pretty good so far I think!

ok. I’m crying

this is so sweet

“When I was growing up, I never thought I’d want kids. I had a tough childhood. And when you have a tough childhood, it’s hard to believe that a good childhood is even an option. So I didn’t want kids, because I was afraid if I did that they would feel how I felt. I didn’t want anyone to feel the way I felt. And then I got pregnant when I was eighteen, so I made a promise to never let my baby feel that way. A while ago, I gave her my favourite book from my childhood to read, From the Mixed-Up Files of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler. It’s about some kids who run away from home and go live in a museum. So one day she’s reading it, and she stops for a moment. And she says, “Mom, I kinda like the book, but I kinda don’t.” I said, “That’s all right, what don’t you like about it?” She said, “I just don’t understand how anyone could want to run away from home.” I said, “You never thought about it?” She said, “Why would I? I have the best mom ever.” So I hugged her and cried. The reason I liked the book was the reason she didn’t! I’m keeping my promise, and just a little reminder: your past doesn’t define you. You can do better, even if you don’t know how yet.”

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Incredible. Amazing. Beautiful. I hope to be a parent one day and give my kids the love and security I never had.

Hey so here’s a sample of a crappy fanfic that I’m rewriting cause the original sucked ass:

"You have to talk to her, you can't keep dragging this on."

"But I can't let her find out what happened, she'd kill me."

"If she finds out what happened we could never face each other again."

"She'd tell the rest of StarFox and I'd be ruined."

"..."

"For fucks sake, why am I so dramatic?"

Slowly, Fox McCloud opened his heavy eyelids, exposing his eyes to the weak rays of sunlight which shone through the uneven blinds of his bedroom window. He could feel his restless nerves calm as the relaxing warmth of Lylat's light shone upon him. As he was still feeling quite exhausted from tossing and turning all night, he stayed buried underneath his covers—watching the now visible dust particles dancing around in their newly formed spotlight. For a brief moment, all of his worries seemed meaningless. Then, a heavy sigh left his mouth as reality hit him once more.

"It's just another shitty day."

The vulpine opened his eyes fully now, his normally adventurous emerald orbs now dull and bloodshot from his lack of sleep. With a tired grunt, he lifted himself upright on the bed and looked to his left—squinting his veiny eyes as he tried to make out the blur of numbers on his alarm clock.

"6:02. Great, looks like I under-slept again." He thought to himself, reaching out to the nightstand that it resided on to grab his glasses.

While 6:00 may have seemed like an early time to get up at on a weekend, he didn't want to bother forcing himself to go back to sleep, as he knew that he would just end up trapping himself in another endless loop of sleeping and waking up every 20 minutes.

Gently, he gripped his fingertips around the arch attaching the two lenses of his frameless glass, then unfolded the arms and firmly set it onto his round snout—the once blurry mess of a room now sharp and clear to his myopic eyes. He then looked to his right, a guilty sigh leaving his mouth as he stared at the vixen who slept peacefully beside him.

"Why can't you just suck it up and tell her already?"

Fox's ears wilted. He hated lying to people, especially to someone he cared about so dearly, but at the same time he had too much to risk telling Krystal the truth. Their relationship crumbling and her feelings being hurt, dealing with the backlash that would come with pressure of being the "Hero of Lylat," the trouble that Star Fox could get into, he couldn't risk any of that happening, though he knew that he couldn't hide the truth forever. He had been holding it in for only a few weeks and still—the guilt he felt now was as strong as the day it all happened.

As quietly as he could, he tossed the covers aside and stood up from off of his springy mattress, trudging to his closet to grab a shirt to wear as he was still bare-chested. As he looked through his seemingly endless amount of shirts, he continued to ponder about his situation.

“What the hell is wrong with me?”

(You can read the rest of Chapter 1 on my WattPad.)

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Hey! It's cool that you're taking the time to read this. Hopefully you're doing well.

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Resources for Male Victims of Sexual Assault/Rape

United States (national):

National Sexual Assault Hotline 1-800-656-4673

National Sexual Violence Center Victim/Survivor Support Listing

RAINN Online Hotline

DoD / Military Helpline

American Psychological Association information page on Child Sexual Abuse

National Domestic Violence Hotline

Male Survivor (where the majority of these links were found):

United States (by state):

California http://acasa.us/

Delaware http://www.contactlifeline.org Hotline only

District of Columbia http://dcrcc.org/

Hawaii http://www.nsvrc.org/organizations/232 Phone: 808 533 1637

Idaho http://www.wcaboise.org/ Hotline only

Massachusetts http://www.janedoe.org/find_help/for_lgbtqqi GLBTQ Resources

Michigan http://www.resourcecenter.info Only lists a ONE contact number

Nebraska http://ndvsac.org/get-help/ Regional Map Listing_Rev_05232011.pdf Opens a .pdf file

North Carolina http://www.nccasa.org/

Oklahoma http://ocadvsa.org/get-help/ Rape Crisis and Domestic Violence information

Pennsylvania http://www.pcar.org

Rhode Island http://www.dayoneri.org Only provides a phone number

Washington http://feminist.org/911/resources_tz.html#WAS Scroll Down for Washington

Wisconsin http://www.wcasa.org/pages/SASPs.php Scroll Down for County Map

International

AUSTRALIA

CAMBODIA

CANADA

British Columbia Society www.bc-malesurvivors.com

Canadian Centre for Male Survivors of Child Sexual Abuse http://www.cc4ms.ca/

DENMARK

Klinik for Incestterapi http://incestterapi.dk/

INDIA

INTERNATIONAL

NEW ZEALAND

MSSAT – Male Survivors of Sexual Abuse Trust http://survivor.org.nz/

NORWAY

SOUTH AFRICA

SAMSOSA 

South African Male Survivors of Sexual Abuse http://www.samsosa.org/wp/

THAILAND Urban Light http://www.urban-light.org/

UGANDA

UNITED KINGDOM

Fylde Coast Men’s Support Association fcmsa@yahoo.co.uk

Survivors UK www.survivorsuk.org

Amsosa UK www.amsosa.com

Rape and Abuse Line www.rapeandabuseline.co.uk/

There are people who care and want to help. You are not alone.

Yo i just realized that Apple added non-binary emojis to iOS this is zepic. 🙋🏽‍♂️🙋🏽🙋🏽‍♀️