You ain't a toxic place but I behave in toxic ways, tumblr. Thanks for the wholesome content. Will miss em but I must cut you out too. It's been oddly tough and oxymoronicaly easy uninstalling these social media apps but it's for my own good. I value that [my own good and peace of mind] over the instant dopamine rushes and gratification I get through these places. They plant little weeds in my brain and thereby thoughts. But like a home must be maintained, cutting the grass, shoveling snow, removing weeds, panting and watering more functional and beautifying plants...I think that's enough of that metaphor. If I ever feel I must download another app, I hope I get this first and see this here last post. I'll miss you. However, I also hope to stop missing you in time. It is time for me to break the chains of feeling unforgivable, undeserving, and unchanging for I know I AM THE OPPOSITE! thanks and adios. :)
Wish I had the right amount of drive to MAKE this myself.
It's time for you to start taking the necessary steps to become that version of yourself that you can't stop dreaming about.
STOP CHECKING UP ON THEM THEYRE NOT CHECKING UP ON YOU
Eh you don't need reciprocity when you care about someone. If you care then you care. Simple. Why should them not caring about you in the same way get in the way of you checking up on them. Be good. Be better.
I'm missing a recent week from my memories. Slowly starting to recall certain events.
“How can I go forward when I don’t know which way I’m facing.”
— John Lennon, How
Knowing or discovering where you stand and which direction you're heading is an important part of adjusting your bearings to help you get to where you wanna go.
If we want children to respect retail and fast food workers, maybe we shouldn’t use those jobs as the classical ‘all the idiots who don’t graduate’ horror story.
I hope we all find a way to calm down someday
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I'm such a freaking shitty person. Ugh I absolutely hate it when I let someone down. I know I'm human and that I'm allowed to make mistakes but I cannot forgive myself for letting people down when they needed me and I wasn't there. This is why I don't deserve to have the friends in my life that I do. I'm f*cking shitty and they deserve better. <{---- I'll forgive myself eventually but I gotta learn from these mistakes sooner than later. Otherwise I'm just gonna live friendless for the rest of my life in fear of letting anyone down.
Manga, my escape from this ungodly world.
Find me a read as exhilarating, fun and motivational as Shokugeki no Souma.
One of my favorite things is when you click with someone without even having to try
i need an extroverted person to adopt me as their friend and talk my ear off because i can’t hold a conversation to save my life