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@theblurrymemoriesarethebestones

Just me trying to get over this stupid, childish, heartbreaking, one-sided love.
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As I stand on this street corner and watch these two roads meet, I suddenly feel at peace. ... Maybe it’s because at my feet lies the intersection of two distinct paths,  merging at a point of vulnerability. ... Maybe it’s because it’s a reminder of you and me  and the blissful bond we once shared. Without a care in the world,  my arms wrapped around you to shelter you from the cold.  Two souls kept warm by each other’s company. Two hearts dancing in the rain playfully. Two minds with the same thing in mind. You want me to be yours and I want you to be mine. ... I don’t know, maybe i’m crazy. Maybe time has finally outplayed me. Maybe I've stopped seeing beauty in the little things, maybe I've stopped appreciating the gift life brings.  Maybe I'm in over my head, or maybe I miss the familiar contours of your body between the chalk white sheets of my bed. ... I don’t know,  maybe this is normal. Maybe I stopped being myself after you left. Maybe this is all a test. Maybe I failed and I couldn’t clean up the mess. Maybe thats why the rain suddenly feels colder on my skin. Maybe thats why whenever I try to apologize i don’t know where to begin or  where to end. All these things that I’ve typed up in my mind I don't want to tell you I just can’t bring myself to hit send. Maybe I fucked up and i won’t admit it. Maybe I’m a coward. ... Seems like I’ve got all the time in the world, maybe i should do something about it, I mean every minute without you feels like an hour. ... Maybe I’m a fool for distancing myself from you. Maybe that's why I couldn’t admit that I loved you because for some reason  i couldn’t accept that maybe... just maybe... you might of loved me too

#spoken word poetry#igor oro