Complete Story List

Yes, its supposed to be all over the place.  Yes, this is the order it goes in currently.  Your welcome to interpret it however you feel as long as you don’t mistake my double meaning on stars for double meaning on clouds or think I’m writing to you personally like some kind of crazed lunatic. 

Once Was A Stranger (Completed)

Prequel

One

Two

Three

Four

Five

Six

Seven

Eight

Nine

Ten

Eleven

Twelve

Thirteen 

Fourteen

Fifteen 

Sixteen

Epilogue 

Some slightly connected stories

Red Moon Falls (Lines up with the Once Was A Stranger Prequel) 

A Title Would Be An Understatement

Summer Time Madness (Completed) 

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Epilogue

Bonus Madness (side stories for fun)

Part 1

Part 2

Cryptic Stuff

Once Was Ashes

Return The Crown (Ongoing)

Prologue

Foreword Part 1

Foreword Part 2

Foreword Part 3

Nothing Story (Ongoing?)

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

If your six I'm seven.

And if its eleven I'll stop the clock at midnight.

I'll make this hour last forever.

You'll be mine alright.

You'll be mine all night.

Give me six reasons.

Give me six seasons.

Give me six.

And I'll always give you back seven.

Every time you touch my heart.

Something extra comes out of me.

I'm not sure what to do with it.

So please hold onto it.

And never let go.

I hope I'm all six of your reasons.

But you'll always be my seventh.

Seven is all I need when you have the other six.

When you shook did you think they were shivers?

What's the difference between shaking with joy or fear.

If its both.

Do you know?

When you fixate on your wants.

Building the concept of needs inside your chest.

You beat your own heart.

Thumping against yourself.

Trying to make your imagination.

Match your reality.

Sorry I was a passing daydream.

On a warm afternoon.

Should of known.

I was going drift away one day.

life is weird right now.

Family issues.

Total strangers I just met being super nice to me.

I let out a small whisper of anger a few days ago and the silence has been really peaceful since than.

I feel more free to talk for the first time in years.

Its good.

I guess. I always feel like life is trying to break me. But like it can't break me so it gets angry and tries to break the people around me. I'm kind of numb to it all. Even me on 4 hours of sleep was able to communicate with the nurses and doctors better than the rest of the family. Since moving in with my brother 2 years ago I've realized he's a good person to rely on if we share the overall direction. Like not at the same time. Sometimes I say we need to shovel our mom's driveway and he helps me. Sometimes he says we need to visit grandma in the hospital and I talk the entire time to people while he physically takes care of our grandma way better than the hospital can. I should use my words more. I just hate using my words though.

Its crazy how much of my life has just turned into a literal trash can. I mean, the one good thing here is that most my life has been a trash can so I'm able to just roll with it. I'm so numb to it that it feels weird that I'm so numb to it.

I guess not talking to my friends anymore kind of sucks. But at least one is going off to college and entering an esports program which is really cool. And the other one got a way better job. Things are looking up for the people I love.

Sharing will never be something I can do.

Rip the concept of life.

Shallow kiddie pool experiences.

It really weirds me out that you can't hang out with someone if there like connected to someone else. Like suddenly it becomes a threat.

I am a threat.

Threats must be left alone.

I am alone.

I think my problem with friendship is like.

Look, cupcakes!

Highfive!

3 months of uninterrupted silence.

3 hours of talking.

activity.

another activity.

3 months of random interaction.

1,000 FEET DROP OFF A CLIFF INTO EVERY BIT OF LORE THAT YOU ARE BEING FORCED TO CONSUMED AGAINST YOUR WILL.

Cupcakes?

Do you want cupcakes?

I found this cool song on the internet?

Did you break every bone in your body when you fell off the cliff of death that led you to my deep dark past?

I'm never going to let go of you now that you know my deep dark past.

highfive?

this is basically my diary/journal now.

I wanted to stop playing overwatch with friends because it was creating conflict in my actual life and I'm not gonna let a fucking video game negatively fuck up my shit.

But I had a lot of fun playing with a friend today and for the first time he admitted my tank was actually good. That its just scary to play with me on tank because of how I play.

I think its because we did one last tournament together before I was going to stop playing with friends. It didn't go well. Than we duo queued and had really good synergy.

I lost a good friend for a stupid fucking reason. I used to always say only we could do this unique thing in a video game together. It was a lot of just knowing when you had to step forward for the other person. Basically 2 people playing as 1. Its nice to experience that a bit again.

I miss my other friend a lot. I wish he wouldn't get so angry over a video game and come back and hang out. We don't have to play games we can just be friends and talk.

My favorite part of the day was teaching a friend of mine how to animation link in 2k. A game I haven't played this much in almost a decade. I was literally unlocking core memories as we were playing and suddenly beating the shit out of him in center 1v1s.

-Double spin combo

-triple spin combo

-spin to alley oop combo

Right now I'm staring at a google search bar that says "is forgiveness worth it".

Right now I'm thinking about the person who pretended to be 8 different people while talking to me online.

Right now I'm thinking about how I knew but pretended really hard that I didn't because they said they loved me.

Right now I'm thinking about how insignificant life is.

Its never worth it.

But I guess.

If I were to forgive again.

Burn it all away.

Will it all stop being so quiet one day?