Genuinely never been this low, I’ve ruined relationships, I’m such a worthless piece of shit

Can guarantee if I killed my self right now (which is getting more and more likely) no one would give a shit

Fact is the world wouldn’t be better or worse without me because I’m that unimportant and insignificant no one would even notice

Unbelievable how fucking lonely I feel constantly

How bad does it have to get before people actually pretend to give a shit

No one cares how you are until it’s too late

I feel myself sinking deeper constantly

I genuinely can’t cry anymore I’m either completely dried out or just that numb that it won’t happen

Genuinely nobody knows how much I’m struggling not that they’d care anyways

Maybe I do just ruin peoples lives

And it’d be better if I didn’t exist

After doctor strange I’d love to be able to say to someone “I love you, I love you in every universe” that’s shits so cute never gonna happen tho

“It is so hard to leave, until you leave. Then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world

Genuinely so sick of fighting everyday I just want it all to end

Can genuinely say I’ve got no one at all

I’m tired of being so alone constantly

Fucking relapsed again

Let me just not exist anymore pls

One minor inconvenience away from needing a grippy sock holiday I swear

Birthday and Christmas ruined in the space of a week fuck me just let die already

Hate today more and more every year