Nothing is ever going to get better. People are sick of me being sad all the time, and I don't want to be here anyway.

what's the cheat code for turning my bpd off, i need to know like rn

the phrases "kill myself" "kill yourself" "let's kill ourselves" are sacred because brands cannot use them. holy in the literal sense

other people feel okay, even when they’re bored it’s not like the end of the world. when i’m bored it feels like fucking suicide i literally can’t see any reason to live then

feeling that I will be incapable of being loved because I feel too much, react too much, talk too much, want too much, expect too much kills any will to live I have… I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life I know I suck but am I really that bad?

all my emotions are at 100, switching from hatred, anger, resentment to lonelyness, hurt, fear to hope, love and nostalgia.

chronic feelings of emptiness and unworthiness

they should invent a version of me where im happy

my personality is basically a mix between a needy 5 yr old that can’t control his emotions, a teenage rebel who makes poor life decisions and an 80 yr old man who’s tired and needs a nap

That's a fact

I’ve never felt completely safe. I wonder what that feels like.

tell me i'm a crazy ugly unhinged rageful bitch all you want, but don't fucking tell me you understand me.

having a “favorite person” is so glorified and sounds lovely until you uncover the horrendous attachment issues and instability

i wish people could understand how painful of a curse it is

i feel like i cant even trust my own brain. please dont take offense when i cant trust you.

I wish I had words to express the feelings I feel without threatening suicide. I wish I could fully explain exactly what I feel. I wish I could say something other than life is meaningless and I want to kill myself.

@buggedmind

I know that I am sick, I know that I need help

But I just can’t help it

The void inside of me, I know it for years and I am afraid to loose it

Cause that’s my whole life

I don’t know who I am without my fucked up thoughts