Please tell me I’m not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel.
-why are you doing this?
-because i hate myself so much that i sabotage my own happiness
-so you want to do this?
-no
-but are you aware of what you're doing?
-thats the neat part. i am.
just saw myself from an angle I didn’t like and now I have to fight the suicidal thoughts
nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words
Constantly grieving myself and the life that was taken from me. grieving grieving grieving.
i just want all my secrets back, i don’t want anyone to know anything about me anymore.
There’s nothing worth knowing anyway.
theantisocialbutterflyclub-deac
✨Almost as if we'll never get better ✨ - a everyday feeling
