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bro i dunno what to do with myself. one of my friends is being deported and i dunno what to do. he doesnt deserve this he was so fucking nice to everyone. he cant even take his cat with him
3rd breakdown in the past 2 weeks 🤙
when the day is sad watch the owl house to make you sadder
i think ive finally realised why i cant write this fucking monologue. its because its about romantic love. trying to write it just feels so... wrong. reading about it is fine but trying yo write just makes me think of how i cant feel that. why do i have to write this monologue and perform it. it just reminds me of the one thing i cant do.
my brother didnt let me infodump about the deposition of deltas to him >:c
i might have also infodumped about metamorphic processes to my parents at a restaurant cuz they had a wall of marble that i recognised cuz of the sugary texture....
yea maybe my friend could be right about the neurodiversity
my brother didnt let me infodump about the deposition of deltas to him >:c
desperately avoiding the awkward conversation with my parents after my brothers sort of outed me
i mean i do literally have the flags on my landyard but its still not very cool
also i really wanna get a black and a white ring
okay so ive told my mum to read loveless, shes about halfway through, and she was like 'this you' then i was like yea. basically its all good and shes supportive of me :)
i thought she would be because she has a queer friend who has a wife but i was more worried about how the fact i dont like anyone rather than me liking other people.
at some point im gonna try to talk to her specifically about what i feel and my gender identity but i might wait until after my January trial exams or just later today. i might also ask to get a flag or the rings. im leaning more towards the rings so that other aspec people in my area can see them and know they're not alone
Platonic love is beautiful. Platonic love is valuable. Platonic love does not need to be anything "more". Platonic love can be intense. Platonic love can be the most important thing. Platonic love is enough.
desperately avoiding the awkward conversation with my parents after my brothers sort of outed me
i mean i do literally have the flags on my landyard but its still not very cool
also i really wanna get a black and a white ring
someone i know pointed out how i have a piece of paper with 'i <3 u' in my landyard and said that it contradicts my identity.
1. that was given to me by a friend who was questioning if they were aroace
2. i personally am capable of feeling platonic love and i am feeling less and less of that to you
im just gonna leave this here...
i need to find the platonic jon to my martin ;-;
i think i found her :)
yea im just gonna vent a bit
i really dont understand what one my friends is thinking cuz like they always go on about to other people how im thier best friend and shit but doesn't actually act like one at least from my pov. the majority of the times they even talk to me is to ask about fundraising or where their partner is. i dont whether im the one who has unreasonable expectations for what a best friend whos in a relationship would be like but still. i dont really consider someone who rarely talks to me to be a best friend but this might just be the aroaceness in me. tbh there is someone who i consider my best friend cuz she talks to me daily, we walk home together, we play splatoon together and we listen to each others interest even if we dont know what the other one is on about. she just makes me very happy when im around her.
i just really need to let all this out. it stresses me out alot mainly cuz i cant actually talk to them about without them probably getting upset and thats the last thing I want
