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I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE

@the--depressed--girl

I'm struggling with my life
I'm hated
Not loved
Depressed
Lonely
I cut
I cry
I'm dying
I need help but no one knows my problems
I lost one of my best friends
He is one of my internet friends
He helped me me with depression
He helped my stop cutting
He can't talk to me anymore
He didn't die
But I think he might
I actually love him a lot
We have helped each other with everything
I don't know what to do anymore
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how comes i didn’t have this on my blog already
this is what it feels like to have a depression i mean it literally feels like a monster in your body that needs to get out, one way or another 
this gives me the chills
i feel like its the opposite actually, the monster is on the outside, consuming you, making you nothing; forgotten and you fight your hardest trying to come out, showing the world that whats portrayed isnt you. yelling screaming pushing but no one can hear you because youre on the inside
these two different interpretations are both so valid omg this could be a picture of depression trying to scape me or me trying to escape it it’s like a paradox of sad
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Sometimes it can be easy to confuse your eating disorder and yourself; some days you might end up hating yourself, instead or your eating disorder, and maybe you might end up nourishing your eating disorder, instead of yourself. Please remember you are not the same. You are not your eating disorder. Hate your eating disorder, nourish yourself.

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fixure

Reblog if you’re gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, transgender, asexual or a supporter.

I’m planning on coming to my dad in about 4 weeks when I see him then my mother after , the reason for this post is because my family has always been pretty hateful of the whole idea of homosexuality. I want to show them that if other people can support it why can’t they.

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stop romanticizing the idea of becoming so dependent on another human being that you cannot function adequately without their presence goodbye