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ThDark's Blog of Art and Things

@thdark / thdark.tumblr.com

Illustrator & Comic Artist If you're interested in commissioning/hiring me, please contact me at: sewell.cameron@yahoo.com   Patreon: http://patreon.com/thdark
Anonymous asked:

Hi! I hope this ask finds you well. I was wondering if I can have your permission to have one of your illustrations tattooed on me. I wont post it without your permission, and if I do I'll give credits. It's okay if you don't want to tho! I'll respect your decission.

Thank you in advance💖

Hello! I'm honored you enjoy one of my pieces enough to want it as a tattoo, and if you truly wish to have it done I have no issues with that!

There are so many amazing stories, shows, comics, books, and I discover more all the time. The more I enjoy them, the more I realize I likely won't be able to create anything like them myself. My drawings and ideas are shallow, and I guess reflect my shallow life.

I don't know if I'll ever be able to do more, but I hope so. Have to at least have hope.

I've been seeking out mental health care in earnest beginning this year, starting to see a therapist now. Determined I have ADHD and going to be looking into medication for that. I'm hopeful honestly, my health has just been in a free fall for years, but especially last year.

I struggle with self-hatred. Lately I think to myself “Why draw, my idea’s are  worthless” or “Why do anything for yourself, you don’t deserve it”. I can recognize when I have these thoughts, but not to stop believing them.

Feels like I’m losing the ability to draw, seeing it just slip from my fingertips. Not able to make the things I want to anymore.

I fill my day with caffeine and background noise so that time goes by easier and I can go to sleep again sooner. I don’t look forward to waking up, but it all just repeats anyway.