lazy in the day, heavy in the night

@thatwascareless / thatwascareless.tumblr.com

who needs asmr when I can lay here in the dark listening to my dog furiously licking his own ass at what seems like an impossibly high volume

Now Apocalypse - This Is the Beginning of the End (1x01)
I’ve always had a simultaneous fear of, and attraction toward, the unknown. And in these fucking dark and scary times, it’s easy to adopt a “What difference does it make?” attitude. So I often find myself in these situations where my heart’s pounding so fast I can hardly breathe. And I can’t tell if it’s excitement or terror or both. It’s not like I’m brave or anything, it’s more reckless stupidity, an adrenaline fix, throwing myself into the void to see what happens.