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@thatthinblueline

amateur home brewer, DIY enthusiast, adventure seeker, 18+ only 27 M NY
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Life is too short for shitty sex and bad relationships. So go find someone who fucks you right and treats you how you deserve to be treated.

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extrasad
I think when you’re 16 you don’t expect it to hurt as much as it does but what the fuck would you know about love till it slams into your chest and knocks the wind out of your lungs so you fall in love and he leaves and you stop washing your hair and your skin is bruised with the creases in your sheets and your mother wants to yell at you but your blank stare just makes her eyes tear up and you’re not supposed to see your mother cry and you’ll probably try destroying yourself because that’s what you do when you’re 16 so you’ll pull apart razors and hide them someplace your parents can find them but they never do and you’ll start smoking even though it makes you cough so hard you throw up and you can’t stand the burning in your throat and you’ll run away without ever leaving your bedroom and maybe you’ll kiss too many boys who mean nothing but mean all too much and they will all look a little like him or nothing at all and you let him fuck you up and you leave him drunk voicemails and you haven’t cried in 23 days even though you’re always crying and you promise you will never love anything again because it hurts more than they warned no one told you that this was love and maybe it’s not love maybe it’s more maybe it’s something from another world maybe it’s just your bones breaking again either way it fucking burns and now you’re older and you know to expect to come out the other side missing a few pieces of yourself but sometimes you get caught up and you forgot that it’s supposed to hurt because it’s not supposed to fucking hurt and you blink and you’re bleeding again and it’s like you’re 16 all over again trying to rip yourself to shreds while you try to pick up all the pieces of yourself everyone thinks you’re mysterious because your mouth is sewn shut with the sudden death of past loves but you’re just so fucking quiet because they’ve taken so much out of you, you can hardly open your eyes, forget about your mouth, and I guess the worst part about love dying out is that you don’t die with it, you just attend the funeral and visit the grave every time you’re drunk. you’re always so goddamn drunk.

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paranoious
Bro, don’t lose her. Don’t let her slip away. I know you’re young and you want to get as many girls as you can and you want to be single and not have to worry about hurting these girls and dealing with all the bullshit that comes with making a commitment to someone, you wanna be the one every girl wants and the guy that can get every girl. But you have something so good right in front of you, don’t waste that on another girl who’s name you won’t remember in a few weeks. What do those girls do for you? No one else gets you the way she does. When the time comes and you realize how much you had and how much you left it behind, you’re gonna want her back and she’ll be gone. She’ll find someone else who makes her so happy that she can’t stop smiling, she’s gonna realize he does everything you never did. You’ll watch other guys approach her and give her attention and for the first time in a long time shell actually start to take it and flirt back because what does she have to lose? She’s single, right? You don’t want her anymore, remember? It’s the worst feeling you’ll ever experience, to physically watch her give her time and attention to another guy that’s not you. Just message her, call her, go see her, because the longer you leave it the further she’ll slip away and you really will regret it. Just don’t stand there and watch her drift, she’s worth so much more than that. She’s a keeper. When you read those quotes you think of her straight away and even though other girls come and go in your life she’s the one you think about the most. Yeah she’s a girl and she has her girl moments where you can’t be bothered with the boring conversations and being a gentleman all the time, but it will pay off when she gives you with what you really want; her complete time and attention to you and no other guy. The feeling when she tells you that she wants you right now so badly will make you want to run to be wherever she is. Go get her, because she may not show it but she really does miss you and would kill to have you in her arms again and her body next to you. Don’t let her leave and then expect her to come running back because she won’t, she doesn’t know how you feel, for all she knows you don’t even think about her anymore. Realize what you have while you still have it because once she’s gone she’s gone forever. She was yours. Shes too important to let anyone else have her and she’s too good to lose for one minute of pleasure with someone else. She misses you brother, go get her back.

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oh fuck

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idk why I’m crying tbh

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fallawakewithme

At least all stress is relieved for me.

I did my best. I tried my hardest. I put my all into it. Months later and I still did.

You made the decision that I was not enough for you. That’s it. That’s all there is to it.

There is nothing in the world that could have changed that for you. There is no use fighting over the college students or high school students who you would rather be with anyhow. There is no use fighting it. I fought for so long.

So, - I am free every time that I remember… that it was your choice.