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update ;: i'm amazing and it's only been a lil bit but i don't want him back. ya there's always gonna be a lil place for him but i wouldn't date him. he's changed.

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i'm waiting for you to call back. tell me you miss me and you can't be without me because it's unbearable. you're heart hurts when youre not holding me. you can't eat or sleep. so what you called a day ago at 11:48am? call back at 11:48pm tonight. please.

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i don't want it to end. i can't go back into the world alone i don't know how. he was always there to protect me from everything harmful. i can't start over with anyone new i can't feel the same feelings i felt for him. he's the only one

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so.. my longest relationship just ended. over phone call. i never saw it coming. it's mother's day and my family is over so i clean myself up and act like nothing's wrong and then a few hours later i think "i'm gonna tell this to **** later" then i remember. so i just go to sleep. when i wake up i start crying bc i was dreaming of all the little things i loved about him or doing with him. i'm never going to hear his heart beat ever again or feel his body warmth against mine or feel the security of his hugs or get another forehead kiss. i'll never be able to look into his eyes and see our future together. i'll never get to run my fingers through his hair again. the list goes on with the nevers.

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thoughts in the room

isn’t it crazy to think about how small we are in the grand scheme of life? i feel that people tend to consume all of their time in the day with themselves… sad isn’t it? picture this: you’re in a class of some sort. your teacher is droning on and on for what seems like hours. so, naturally, you stop listening and begin to think about your day. what you had for breakfast, what you’re planning on having for lunch and/or dinner, your family, friends, all of the things you think you need but in reality you don’t, etc. we think about all of these things in the span of one class period and it adds up to be thousands of thoughts. and heres the crazy part: all of those thoughts just came from one person. every other person in the room has had thousands of other thoughts and ideas about a bunch of different things. now imagine if we could see all of the thoughts. the room would be full and we wold have no room to even breathe, because that’s how fast the thoughts in the room fill up the empty air. yet we never think about this kind of thing because we are caught up in our own thoughts. i guess my main point is, think of others, and how people have lots on their mind just as you might. be respectful. (a.b)

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there’s no such thing as a stupid reason not to kill yourself.

your school sells cookies on thursdays? your favorite band is coming out with a new album? you’re still saving up for that tattoo? there’s still five sodas in your fridge and it’d be a shame to let them go to waste? you want to see the season finale of that show you love? keep living.

your reasons don’t have to be big, if they mean anything to you then they’re good reasons.

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led-sbian

Yes! Just make something to look forward to

Okay but this is honestly true.

One of the closest times I came to committing suicide was when I was home alone for the weekend a few years ago. The reason I didn’t?

No one else was there to feed the cat until Monday. 

That’s it. That’s all that saved me. 

See, this is such good advice, because it can put you in the frame of mind that you need to be in to combat depression. Even things that seem little, like, “My plant will die if I don’t water it,” or “I’m the only one that takes out the trash, anyways” are examples of how you’re needed and valuable, even appreciated.

There are people out there that need you and love you. Stay alive friend, because it is so worth it.

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it sucks when you can't fall asleep, so you're stuck with your thoughts surrounding you.