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camgirl. she/her. carissa,early 20's polyamorous intersex cishet woman,level 2 autistic. multiple disabled,mentally and physically. i have hypermobile ehler danlos syndrome. legally blind, hearing impaired(learning asl.) spoonie,cane user. avid stim toy/merchandise collector 18+ blog. f/o,stim,special interest and sexy content,occasionally jokes.

alright here's a mini infodump before i fall asleep for good:

orbeez were first invented to be used for gardening, they were meant to be used to absorb too much extra water in the soil, and they are biodegradable for this purpose! they're a semi solid gelatinous polymer, composed primarily of i believe polyvinyl alcohol(which I've worked with before,lots of fun to be had there) and their cells expand when exposed to water, the more water they are exposed to, the larger they grow and thus weaker they become so that even the slightest pressure would cause them to crumble.

the tangle fidget toys we all have come to know and love, were invented in the 80's, patented in 1981 after richard x zawits, was inspired by Tibetan infinite loop/knot art. they were first introduced and partnered with the slinky brand, and sold under the title of rubix tangle glow brights. i currently own the neon yellow model from this era of tangles, it does indeed infact glow in the dark rather well still, after all these years!!

playdough was first intended to be used as a wallpaper removal product!

bubblewrap was first intended as a way to add texture and protection onto wallpaper, but the product was rejected by every one the inventors pitched it to. once they realized that children enjoyed playing with it so much like a toy, they began marketing it as such to investors, and the business took off.

maverick described his music taste on our first date as "very bipolar" and honestly, as a bipolar woman and fellow autist that is literally so fucking relatable. my music taste is doing parkour. i listen to so many different genres in the span of a few days or hours so often, it's insane.

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so i was mommy domming jack #1 yesterday, and he suddenly flipped the roles out of nowhere unprompted and i loved it. he's so aggressive about it, i love it. i love being dominated in a threatening way, i love pure raw unfiltered male sexual aggression. just so fucking horny, they need complete control and need to be in me and on top of me,pinning me down or up against a wall. throwing me around and brutally fucking me, groping me until I'm bruised and sore and aching,bloodied. that's what i want. i want to be used by them like they're an animal. that's how i want to be handled by a man.

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does anyone want to see some guns and knives (and one baseballbat.) that me and my parents own? i love weapons sm, they're one of my special interests. i also have a weapons kink,but that's not exactly what I'm focusing on here lol.

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i basically came hard once yesterday, then i edged myself for the rest of the day with small bursts of anal. i tried to do anal again just now, but I'm too sore and tired so i gave up on that. wish i had tony or some other guy here to replace my dildo,and slam into my ass until his condom is full to bursting. i want my holes to be destroyed.

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dear professor what's his sexy face

i cannot come into biology class today because my uterus contractions hurt like hell, and it sucks major ass. my body continues to punish me for not being constantly pregnant. sorry.

i have attached an extremely low quality jpeg of my vulva to the end of this email, so you can try to descipher each pixel like hieroglyphics.

with best regards- carissa

hold on i need to post this in photo form, it's so much fucking better that way.

this post isn't good, but whatever. I'm sleep deprived, you can't hold me accountable. okay?

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dear professor what's his sexy face

i cannot come into biology class today because my uterus contractions hurt like hell, and it sucks major ass. my body continues to punish me for not being constantly pregnant. sorry.

i have attached an extremely low quality jpeg of my vulva to the end of this email, so you can try to descipher each pixel like hieroglyphics.

with best regards- carissa

hold on i need to post this in photo form, it's so much fucking better that way.

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Sexual themes

Community Label: Mature

dear professor what's his sexy face

i cannot come into biology class today because my uterus contractions hurt like hell, and it sucks major ass. my body continues to punish me for not being constantly pregnant. sorry.

i have attached an extremely low quality jpeg of my vulva to the end of this email, so you can try to descipher each pixel like hieroglyphics.

with best regards- carissa

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Sexual themes

Me, explaining why I’m so attracted to villains: Well you see I grew up isolated with a contested relationship with my family and so I have an innate longing to be protected by someone who would burn down the world to keep me safe and only me because it’s the highest of honours to break through their defences and get them to care about you. Also evil is sexy

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and on a brighter note, i genuinely think choptop is attractive and so cool and funny. i love nubbins too. yeah, I'm a slasherfucker. deal with it. i could list all of the horror dudes i want to fuck in a moment, if i try really hard to remember all of them.

the brother from jeepers creepers who get's his eyes removed. you know the one.

some of the victims from thirteen ghosts

lionel from braindead(dead alive)

various variations of vlad dracula

some of the dudes from blade and the lost boys

herbert west and dan cain

ash williams

adam maitland

lestat de lioncourt

mark hoffman and peter strahm, or whatever the fuck his name was

billy loomis and stu macher

uhh i forgot all the other ones lol

sorry, I'm so tired. i can't be assed(no pun intended) to focus more on words. I'm gonna fuck my ass again.

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