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Just Wanting To Be Wanted

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Wishing of Paris, always lonely, and sometimes I just wish it would all end.
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I can handle it if you don’t care about me. I can’t handle you leading me on and making me think I’m special. Just tell me now so I can process it and not get hurt instead of finding out for myself a year from now when I’m clinging onto a hope that wasn’t there in the first place. Don’t wait for me to make plans for us thinking we’ll get that far and don’t let me wonder how it feels to lay my head on your bony chest while we watch a scary movie and your heartbeat quickens and your grip tightens around my waist. Don’t let me wonder how it feels to lie down on your roof with you and watch the stars while a cold breeze goes by and I shiver, only to have you pull me closer and give me a warm feeling inside and outside my body. Please don’t wait. Tell me now. Tell me everything you need to say.

Because if you don’t, I’ll keep waiting. And waiting. And waiting. (via loversatmidnight)