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i hate having to figure everything on my own , like every single detail . it’s super draining . being the only person in your life that can genuinely help you being you . i have mixed feelings about living , i feel like i’m just lying to myself keeping myself alive trying to say better times are coming , it just seems so fucking far .

it’s very lonely being the “strong” friend . having no one to be there for you because you’re always there for others .

i’m 22 but i feel like 40 and stuck

lol i’m so depressed. i feel so lost not knowing what my true passion is or what i should be doing with my life to ensure my dreams happen ; like wtf am i doing ?

i feel like i’m wasting my twenties. i’m not sure if it’s the pandemic but i feel like i’m missing out on so much :/

i hate having to constantly keep stuff to myself because people just don’t understand me or they just can’t be trusted

i feel so fucking sad , i feel like a say this everyday now.

all i can think about is why i’m not enough

i feel so alone which is bizarre to me considering i live with my bf

i hate my life and everyone in it

lol i’m so sad

2020 was the grimiest year of my life !!!!!!!!!!!!

i would give my soul for a vacation right now, just to be able to relax , soak up the sun . breathe

so .... i’m super fkn tired, not physically but like just dRaInedD

i’ve never really expressed myself much on here but  i really think i should

a love like mine i’m yet to  find ...