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DarkSoul

@terezahub

tips for people new to ana/fasting

• leave • leave • get help before it’s too late • leave • delete this app • LEAVE

never not reblogging this

IMPORTANT 

It’s ok if you’re not overjoyed by your recovery. It’s ok if it’s a chore. It’s ok if you have to force it. It’s a hard, bitter process for some of us, so it’s totally valid if you’d rather get worse while you’re healing. You’re still fighting the fight, and you’re doing so well.

Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.

Of fucking course

What sick bastard doesn’t

How to tell it’s getting bad again

  • Physical pains (sore jaw, old injuries acting up)
  • tired tired tired tired
  • Can’t think/can’t stop thinking
  • Sleeping too much/not enough
  • Early waking
  • Can’t make eye contact
  • Picking or scratching at skin, nails, hair, etc
  • Forgetful
  • Sex repulsed or sex obsessed
  • Lonely in crowds
  • Unjustified assumptions (my friends all hate me)
  • Too much/too little food
  • Everything tastes bland?
  • Headcolds/the flu out of nowhere
  • Distancing yourself
  • Spending too much time in bed
  • Not showering/brushing teeth/brushing hair/taking care of your body
  • Not able to do laundry
  • Not turning in assignments
  • Forgetting about assignments
  • Zoning out
  • Defensive
  • Overly emotional/painfully numb

Im trying to prove a point to my mum

Repost if school has caused:

Anxiety Depression Suicidal thoughts Social anxiety Eating disorders Self harm Stress

Okay but??? Stop??? Romanticising mental illnesses??? Stop pretending you have depression or anorexia or bipolar or self harm if you don’t? It’s not something you want? Or that anyone actually wants? It’s not a cute outfit you can ‘put on’ and ‘take off’, that you ‘have depression’ and then ‘suddenly dont’. I’d fucking love to go a day without thinking about killing myself and go a day loving my body and not being paranoid when I drink something without knowing exact calories, to go a day without shaking like a leaf when I have to speak in front of class, and saying ‘anxiety is so cute, I wish I had it! Shy people with anxiety are so cute!’, like, no. Stop romanticising and faking mental illnesses. Realise how amazing it is that you don’t think about killing yourself?? Like, you don’t want that, please stop.