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Bonjour

@tennislover24

Penampang, Sabah, 23, Yogi-bear, functional fitness beginner. 'Inhale positivity, exhale negativity'
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I got my degree!

19th November 2017 was the day I officially graduated from Universiti Malaysia Sabah with a degree in Forestry Science majoring in Wood Technology and Industry. Definitely not a smooth sailing journey. I struggled a lot during these 4 years. One of the reasons was because I got a course which I didn't apply to. This is a norm for students who applied to public universities. You have to compete with so many students and if you didn't do well in your Pre-U, then I guess you're on thin ice. You could be given any courses, just like me. But whatever it is, you make do of what was given to you. You either make a move forward or start all over again. In my case, I decided to move forward which in the end gave me numerous opportunity and opened my mind to all the possibilities in the forestry sector. If someone asks me whether I enjoyed or regretted my degree course, I'd answer, NO! But I do admit that this is not for everyone and its okay to go against my thoughts on this. Why? Not everyone is willing to go into the forest right?  

Blessed and grateful <3

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Happy New Year 2017! Wishing everyone a prosperous year ahead! Hoping for nothing but more success since this year, I'm sure a lot of important decisions to be made. I pray that I'll make the right ones too! More positivity, less negativity🌸 Photo credit: @roy_mcytm ❤️️ missing you so much 😘😭 (at Hounon Ridge Farmstay)

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Very shaky tripod headstand. 🌩 (at Stadium Sukan UMS)

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one day you will be happy. not constantly, but it will become a theme in your life. you will have days where you feel sad and that’s normal. but eventually you can wake up with a smile on your face even if there isn’t a reason. you’ll see yourself through a clearer lens. you’ll think of the best case scenarios. you’ll find people who you can share your happiness with. you’ll settle into your own body and mind with a sense of security.

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The worst feeling ever is when you’re crying, lying on the bed and trying your damn hardest to breathe as you wonder why it all went wrong. You feel suffocated. You feel as if your chest is going to blast. It feels like there’s wrong that you can’t explain, as if there is a hole in your heart and it’s frustrating. You struggle again in breathing, and then you stopped crying. You’re wondering again why things went wrong and why they didn’t work or if it is your fault or not. You’re thinking how you’re going to get up and deal with it in every single day that will pass. How you’ll act as if everything’s alright. Waking up and getting out of bed seems to be the hardest thing to do because you feel like there’s no reason anymore to wake up. You feel like you can’t take any of what life has to offer anymore.. You’re losing your hope. You’re not giving yourself a chance to get a life, so you just end up hurting yourself again with the thoughts you let to hit your head, and then boogsh! Your heart is aching again.. You fixed yourself, you grab your journal and your pen, you’re writing now your emotions, trying to get them out of your chest, but you failed. Your ballpen drops, and you suddenly feel like crying again, thinking what the hell you’re gonna do about that hole-like in your chest. And that’s what just most first heart break feels. Sure, the child who just got her lollipop stolen has the same loneliness, but the feels is deeper than that. The pain is deeper and more excruciating, but you’ll get over it.
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It saddens me knowing that some people lived their whole life without experiencing genuine happiness.
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“True positive thinking is not the absence of negative thoughts. It’s the ability to feel negative when you have to and still maintain enough hope to keep on going. Life throws us twist and turns that can make us feel bad. You don’t have to block negative feelings that simply show you are human. Just make the choice not to let them hold you back. A positive person never allows the reality of the moment to stop them from seeing a better future and climbing as many mountains as it takes to get there.”
Source: goo.gl
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Just close your eyes. The sun is going down. You’ll be alright.

Taylor Swift, Safe and Sound  (via psych-facts)

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I am not pretty. I am not beautiful. I am as radiant as the sun.

Suzanne Collins, Hunger games (via psych-facts)