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nephthys

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i hate you. hate. hate. hate. hate. hate. i fucking hate you.

i cant breathe, i... i cant breathe until i spent my last breathe for you and only you

i know life is short but i didnt know it was ending so soon

the way you look at me will never be the way you look at her

my only reason was for him and his only reason was for her

"i did it" she happily yelled, smiled widely and her eyes... her eyes shining "i did it" she yelled while falling down, her lips were pulled into a frown and tears... tears glistening in her eyes

they all told me i didnt have a clue about anything now i wish i still had no clue

she fell in love with him but she wasnt what he wanted

she used to say "lilies are my favorite flowers", "you told me lilies were your favorite flowers, i brough you some" he says laying them on her grave

we were happy sitting on the park bench now i sit alone next to your name

he's different i know it, i can feel it but in the back of my head i knew he was not

"you gave me sunflowers on our first date saying they were your favorite" my visiongot blurry as i finish my sentence then i put the sunflowers on your casket, they were your favorite after all

she said "maybe we'll meet again in another life when the stars align" he answered through the phone "i will make the stars align for the two of us"

my parents always told me to stop looking for the monsters under my bed now i understand why, turns out i was the monster

you always told me you didn't care but i still don't know why i felt your tears on my dead body

like i will never forget the way you smiled me for the first time