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nightskies

@tashatachexoxo

I'm a fucked up depressed suicidal girl, that's all you need to know!
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I need advice, basically some days ago I was in dance class and a girl slapped me, she didn’t mean it, but it hurt and my “friend” laughed and didn’t even ask if I was okay, so I got mad. A day after, she told me that I get mad so easily and that she has to control what he says because I could get mad, she said all that screaming. And now today she still thinks it is my fault because I firstly got mad. So we have been days without talking to each other. What should I do? like, I obviously got mad because of that and I don’t think I should apologise, like, I DID NOTHING and she screamed at me because she got mad about it, about the fact that what she did bothered me

Tbh I think you should leave it for a few more days and if she comes back apologising then good but you don't need to apologise since you done nothing wrong. Just see how it goes, but you could message her and speak to her about it

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Suicide

I have never used suicide as a thing for attention. I have tried to kill myself more times than I can count. In grade 11 some people started picking on me to the point where I thought ending my life was the only way to stop it. My boyfriend at the time, God bless his soul for staying, watch me time and time again try and kill myself. He has had to restrain me hundreds of times to protect me from myself. I have never been good enough for anything and I didn’t want to be here for the longest time, I didn’t think I deserved to be alive because everyone called me useless. This past week I took a bunch of medication because my ex told me to my face that he hopes I kill myself and that I’m a useless piece of shit. I was crying my eyes out, fully ready to end it all and then my old boyfriend who helped me so much before, messaged me and said “you’re stronger than whatever you’re doing, go to the bathroom and puke up whatever you took unless you swallowed a razor blade again. I know you don’t feel good enough right now but you are. I’d notice if you were gone and my heart would be smashed. The first girl I ever loved would be dead.” Sometimes suicide is not a way for attention, sometimes people just don’t want their suicide to be a spectacle. So before you go posting shit like people are using suicide for attention, grow up and maybe try to help them or apologize if you were the one telling them to kill them self.

This right here🙌🏻