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Watching you talk to everyone else but me makes me feel ugly on the inside.
-insecurities
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its hard to find the right words.
and with tears in my eyes,
i remember all the things i havent said.
i hope i figure it out soon
or you'll run out of patience.
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they say one person always loves more.
am i the only one who thinks that it is always me?
-ahlwords
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There's a thought in my head
That I want nothing more, but to forget
It plays in my mind
Making me wonder,
why i'm still alive?
This thought in my head,
It makes it difficult
To call myself beautiful
When all I want,
Is to get rid
Rid of this burden,
that plays in my head.
When i'm at my highest
It pops back up
And shoots me back down.
It plays in my head,
Making me wonder
Why i haven't left
But i want nothing more
But to forget.
This burden in my head,
It's making me upset
Oh how i wish for it to go away
But it won't leave,
It just stays.
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someone else’s insecurities are not my problem.
repeat & realize. repeat & realize. 🧘🏽♀️
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For once I would like to speak to someone who understands how I really feel.
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no like seriously that shits hard.
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They get angry because I speak, and then when I keep quiet, they get angry because I don't speak.
What do they want from me? Please don’t yell at me, I'm tired. I don’t know what to do too..
-cress
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I can’t treat people like they treated me because I know how it hurts.
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“Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It’s the fear of failure, coupled with no urge to be productive. It’s wanting friends but hating socializing. It’s wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. It’s feeling everything at once, yet being paralyzingly numb.”
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I don't think anyone really understand how tiring it is to act okay and always be strong when in reality you’re close to the edge.
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Sometimes I start crying when there is no reason to cry. I guess my body can't take it anymore.
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"be like a star,
distant and dying"
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people get tired of me and leave, but they don’t know that i’m tired of me too. if only i could leave myself simply too,
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one of the worst parts of self harm and suicidal ideation is when you’re sitting next to someone you love so much and all you can think about is how badly you want things to end
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I'm not a person I'm a problem, a problem that needs to be gone and disappear
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Tbh my dogs are the only ones that makes me think that killing myself or hurting myself is not worth it.
I still hurt myself, sometimes I really want to feel pain, a lot of pain and sometimes I just wish I could disappear but then I think how my dogs would feel without anyone who play with them or that take them for a walk.
We're lucky to have dogs and animals in general, they're pure creatures and I think is magical how they just love us without any doubt and how they can make us feel less lonely.