UPDATES, THOUGHTS
FREEDOM, WILL, THINGS MOST IMPORTANT TO ME. THE LAST NINE MONTHS WERE FUN AGAIN ON TUMBLR. I FINALLY FOUND A WAY TO EXPRESS MYSELF. WAS NOT AFRAID ANYMORE TO SHOW MY LIFE AND PERSONAL STUFF. ONLY A HANDFUL OF PEOPLE GOT THE “REAL ME” TO QUOTE THE WHO HERE. “ I WON’T BE FOOLED AGAIN” , IS ANOTHER SONG BY THE WHO. I WILL LIVE UP TO THAT. SOMETIMES A CHANGE IS NECESSARY IN LIFE. I WILL LEAVE TUMBLR WITH MY PERSONAL WORK FOR SURE AND LET YOU KNOW ABOUT IT. I CAN’T LIVE WITH THE CONSTANT FEELING OF CONTROL, LIKE IN MY FUCKED UP CHILDHOOD. “EVERY MAN AND WOMAN IS A STAR” ALEISTER CROWLEY ONCE SAID. THIS IS ABOUT PERSONAL FREEDOM. HE ALWAYS ENCOURAGED PEOPLE TO FIND THEIR OWN WAYS. I TOTALLY AGREE WITH THAT. WHEN MARVEL COMICS CAME OUT IN 1961, THEY STARTED A REVOLUTION, MADE THE COMICS MORE MATURE AND MODERN. OTHER COMPANIES HAD TO RESPOND TO THAT. OKAY, LATER EVERYTHING BECAME BIGOTED AGAIN, FOR COMMERCIAL REASONS, DISNEY TOOK OVER. BUT THE IMPACT WAS THERE AS A MATTER OF FACT. TO GROW AND TO EXPERIMENT WITH MY TOOLS OF EXPRESSION IS MY GOAL. I CAN’T DO IT ON A BIGOTED PLATFORM. IF SOME PEOPLE ARE MISUSING THEIR FREEDOM IT’S THEIR RESPOSIBILITY NOT MINE. ELLO IS THE COOLEST PLACE FOR MY ART AT THE MOMENT. I’M STILL LOOKING FOR A PLACE FOR MY DIARY, I CAN’T DO IT ON ELLO OR FLICKR. I NEED ANOTHER FORMAT LIKE TUMBLR FOR THAT. AS LONG AS THERE’S NOTHING LIKE IT, I WILL NOT CONTINUE HERE AND KEEP ON SEARCHING FOR A BETTER PLACE. BUT I WILL NOT DELETE ANYTHING HERE EITHER, LEAVING THAT UP TO TUMBLR. IF MY FEELING IS CORRECT AND TUMBLR WILL BE SOLD BY VERIZON, LIKE THEY DID WITH FLICKR LAST YEAR, THINGS MAY CHANGE FOR THE BETTER AGAIN. IN A CASE LIKE THAT, I MAY CONTINUE PORT OF SAINTS AND MAKI PRESENTS ON TUMBLR, MAYBE EVEN THE PERSONAL ONES, BUT NOT FOR SURE. RIGHT NOW I TOOK ALL MY BLOGS AWAY FROM THE PUBLIC VIEW AND OUT OF THE SEARCH ENGINES. THEY STILL CAN BE FOUND FOR LOGGED IN TUMBLR USERS ON THE DASH. ON DECEMBER 17 I WILL JOIN THE GENERAL PROEST AND LOG OUT COMPLETELY FOR THAT ONE DAY. I DON’T FOLLOW MY DASH ANYMORE TOO, IT MAKES ME ANGRY. IT’S WINTER, TIME FOR SOME HIBERNATION. SPRING MAY BRING A REBIRTH. THANKS FOR LISTENING.