This is the truth, the final farewell, the end to all my pain, at least I hope so anyways. I am the most unsure person, but my heart was always so sure on you, and I can say with all my heart that I still love you and I miss you. It’s something that is hard to admit, but even harder to hide and keep to myself. The truth is, I still feel everything, the butterflies, the heartbreak and the happiness that you used to bring. I know that it’s been so long, I know you’re in a committed relationship but how can you sit here and not feel a thing? We were 15, at the age of that crazy first love, and that’s definitely what we felt. You can’t try and tell me that’s what you are feeling again, people just don’t get that luck. I always get told how it’s your loss and not mine, and maybe that is the case but I am definitely feeling like I’m losing. You’re happy, you’ve moved on and I feel broken, how is that fair?
a little something to get out