Another fanfic for my main otp~ Also posted on Asianfanfics.
Sanghyuk would be lying if he said he wasn’t confused.
How else is one supposed to feel if a band mate of yours suddenly kisses you? On the lips, mind you. That’s just not normal. Then again, nothing about his life is normal anymore.
He has debuted in a new group called VIXX with five other guys, him being the youngest of course.
There’s Taekwoon, or Leo. He’s one of the main vocalists, since his voice is pure perfection and he sings with all of his emotions. He’s really quiet and seems cold, but he is very caring and protective of everyone in the group. He seems like a scary guy at first (he would know since he was afraid of him), but he’s actually a big softie, especially around small animals and children (maybe even Jaehwan, but who knows).
Speaking of Jaehwan, or Ken, he’s the other main vocalist and he’s a funny guy. Not only is he the unofficial mood maker of the group, he’s actually a caring person; he has helped Sanghyuk improve on his singing, and he is very grateful for his care. He has made him feel better on many occasions with his randomness and funny impressions, specifically of animals. (He also may or may not like Taekwoon, but let’s keep that a secret).
Next are the 93-line twins, as they like to call themselves: Wonsik and Hongbin. Wonsik, or more commonly known as Ravi (wonder how he came up with that), is the designated rapper of the group, and deservingly so. Sanghyuk has read and heard some raps Wonsik has composed himself, and they are really impressive. Sometimes he does make fun of Wonsik’s style of rapping, but it’s out of love and admiration. He’s like an older brother to Sanghyuk, both in a good and bad way honestly. There are times when Wonsik would tease him, with him being the youngest and all that, but most of the time he looks after him and makes sure he is alright.
Hongbin is the visual and he is beautiful. He looks like an angel sent by God himself. He’s one of the sweetest people you would ever meet, but he’s also one of the most sensitive. They were a bit awkward at first, but now they’re best friends. The one thing about them that annoys Sanghyuk so much is that it’s terribly obvious that they like each other, but neither of them will make a move to show it. One day he, along with Jaehwan and Hakyeon, will get them together. (Plus the idea of them being a couple is too adorable).
Now there’s the leader and oldest member: Hakyeon, otherwise known as N. He is a special person. As stated before, Sanghyuk thought that Hongbin looked like an angel, but he firmly believes that Hakyeon is an angel. He may not be as beautiful as Hongbin per say, but he is beautiful in his own way. He is very talented, specifically in dance, and he is the nicest, most caring person Sanghyuk has ever met. Since he’s the youngest, Hakyeon cares for him the most, which does get annoying at times, but he appreciates his concern. He has told him before that he is his “baby Hyukkie.”
Cue his shock when Hakyeon kissed his “baby Hyukkie” on the lips.
Hakyeon was just congratulating everyone on a great day of practice. He hugged each member individually yet once he got to Sanghyuk, not only did he hug him; he kissed him for about 3 seconds. He honestly never saw that coming. He also did not expect to like it either. It’s probably a good thing Hakyeon has a large collection of lip balm, now that Sanghyuk thinks about it.
Hyung has soft lips. They felt really plump and ni- wait, Sanghyuk what are you thinking about?! Hakyeon hyung is just a friend, nothing more. He’s a really affectionate person, so maybe this is normal for him. This was probably just a random thing; he probably does this with the other members too.
Except he doesn’t. Sanghyuk has never seen Hakyeon kiss anyone else in the group, and he’s pretty sure if he had, the others would have said something about it.
A few days have passed since the incident, and everyone seems pretty normal; everyone except for Hakyeon.
Well, Hakyeon is still himself; it’s just that he acts different around Sanghyuk now. He seems to be more affectionate towards him. Like he always tries to cuddle with him, sometimes he succeeds and sometimes he doesn’t, he hugs him in a very friendly way, and he has tried with more effort to kiss him again.
Sanghyuk, at most costs, tries to avoid this, but something inside him keeps pushing him to Hakyeon. He doesn’t even know why this is happening. He wants to stop because Hakyeon is his hyung and he is just a baby in his eyes. Yet, Sanghyuk knows that there may be something more to that than he thinks. It’s probably safe to say that Sanghyuk has started to develop a crush on his angelic hyung.
VIXX has just finished their promotions for “Super Hero” and they were all having a long deserved break. It also happened to be the day before Sanghyuk’s birthday. He is going to be turning 17, which means he will be an adult soon, much to his excitement. Since Hakyeon and his birthdays are close to each other, they all decide to combine and celebrate their birthdays together.
The others send the two of them out of the dorm, telling them to watch a movie or something as long as they come home before 5 p.m. Sanghyuk knows that they’re going to throw them a surprise party, since Hongbin’s a terrible liar, Ravi and Ken do a bad job of hiding it, and Leo doesn’t even try to hide it, but since Hakyeon has no clue about it he goes along with their plan.
As they walk away from the dorm, an awkward silence surrounds Hakyeon and Sanghyuk. In an attempt to break the silence, Sanghyuk starts a conversation. They talk about how the recent days have been, the others and their odd habits recently, and general things. Sometimes he says something that makes Hakyeon laugh his adorable laugh, and his stomach starts turning. It makes him feel weird, but then again Hakyeon has been making him feel this way since the incident, so he’s used to it now.
They decide to watch a movie, in order to pass some time. They decide on the new Spiderman movie that had recently been released because it looked interesting and they had been anticipating this for a while, although neither of them would admit it.
Before either of them knew it, it was already 4:30 p.m. The time had honestly slipped from their minds. After the movie, which they enjoyed very much, they went to one of the nearby photo booths and took some pictures. Most of them were silly poses and such, but in the last few, Hakyeon wrapped his arms around Sanghyuk’s body and gave him a small peck on the cheek, smiling while doing so. Sanghyuk looked happy in the photos, but he was actually surprised (well he may have been happy on the inside). It had been a long time since Hakyeon had kissed him, he was quite sad when he didn’t show him a lot of affection, so when he did it greatly shocked him. So to return the gesture, he kissed Hakyeon on the cheek once the camera clicked, capturing Hakyeon’s surprised face and Sanghyuk’s happy one. Once they got a look at their photos, they both agreed, much to Hakyeon’s embarrassment, that the last picture was their favorite of the bunch. Sanghyuk definitely did not miss the small look of glee on Hakyeon’s face.
They arrive at the dorm in about 15 minutes, a miracle in their opinion. They reach the door and Sanghyuk walks in carefully.
“Hello hyungs. We’re back.” He’s about to say something else until Hakyeon and he were inside the dorm, and everyone yelled, “Surprise!” while appearing from who knows where.
Hakyeon squeaks and hides behind Sanghyuk, the surprise obviously surprising him, while Sanghyuk laughs. After getting over his initial shock, Hakyeon proceeded to do his signature neck chop on everyone, yelling playfully at everyone for almost giving him a heart attack. They all huddle around in a group hug, each member taking turns to say their happy birthday speech to both members. Hakyeon and Sanghyuk thank everyone for what they’ve done (Hakyeon might have gotten a bit emotional, but no one has to know). Of course at that moment, it’s time to bring out the cake, and the members have somehow mixed Hakyeon and Sanghyuk’s favorite flavors: chocolate cake with strawberry filling and strawberries on top. The candles are lit and everyone starts singing, and if Hakyeon wasn’t already emotional, he was now if the tears weren’t obvious enough. All in all, the birthday party was a success and everyone was extremely happy.
It was around 1 a.m. when the all decided to go to sleep. Everyone said their own good nights and final happy birthdays to the birthday boys. Sanghyuk was sitting on his bed, preparing to finally sleep, when Hakyeon walked in.
“Hey. You going to sleep soon?”
“Yeah hyung, it’s been a tiring day. Do you need something?”
Hakyeon walks further into the room, and Sanghyuk finally realizes that his precious hyung is only wearing his boxers that accentuated his butt very well (not that Sanghyuk knew too much about it and no he wasn’t staring) and a very over-sized shirt (Sanghyuk thinks it’s one of his own shirts, but that’s not relevant right now). He can even see his hyung’s smooth shoulders, prominent collarbones, and a lot of his tan, flawless skin. Sanghyuk begins to feel weirder than usual at this point; the fact that Hakyeon is getting closer to him, in this vulnerable look of all things, does not help his condition at all.
“Well, um since I didn’t get the time to buy you a proper birthday gift, I decided to improvise and make my own gift for you,” Hakyeon says shyly. He’s playing with the bottom of his shirt (wow it is probably one of his shirts because it reaches mid-thigh and kind of covers most of the fabric of his boxers, so they might as well not be there and holy crap Sanghyuk needs to control himself from having anymore inappropriate thoughts about his hyung) and he’s not even looking at Sanghyuk, yet he has a slight idea of what he’s going to do.
Before Sanghyuk can say anything, Hakyeon is suddenly on his lap, straddling him, and wrapping his arms around his neck. Sanghyuk should be freaking out and telling Hakyeon to stop before he does anything he might regret, but the feeling in his stomach holds his voice back. Hakyeon leans towards him, his lips centimeters away from his own, but he hesitates and looks absolutely nervous in front of Sanghyuk.
“Ah, I shouldn’t be doing this. You’re still only a teenager and you may not even feel what I feel for you. Sorry Sanghyuk ah. I think I should just go before this gets more awkwa-.” Hakyeon doesn’t finish his sentence.
Sanghyuk decided it was time to show his feelings for Hakyeon, so he kissed him full on. He’s still a bit inexperienced, but that doesn’t stop him from devouring his hyung’s luscious lips. After getting over his shock, Hakyeon kisses him back and tangles his hands in Sanghyuk’s short, black hair. Their hands roamed across and around each other’s bodies, feeling each and every dip and curve. Shy, yet bold moves were made, and both persons felt it.
Sanghyuk took it a step further by using his tongue to open his beloved hyung up. He stroked the inside of Hakyeon’s thighs with his hands, making him gasp in surprise. Then he took his chance, and started exploring his hyung’s mouth. Once Hakyeon realized what he did, he let Sanghyuk take control of the situation.
Hands went around Hakyeon’s legs, and he could feel himself being turned onto his back in less than a minute. Lips were distracting him from the hands that were now stroking his inner thighs. Soft mewls came out of his mouth as a result of the lips going down his neck, and the hands spreading his legs slowly, but surely. Everything else was a blur, yet he memorized each movement he felt, and each word he heard. He swore he heard Sanghyuk whisper, “I love you, Hakyeon hyung,” but a lot was happening for him to notice.
In the morning, Taekwoon, in the process of waking everyone from their slumber, found the leader and maknae in the same bed cuddled up together. He smiled at the site. He didn’t know what exactly happened between them, but he knew that their feelings for each other were fully exposed. He could tell by the content smiles on both of their faces.
He shut the door and let them have their peace; their schedules could wait.