I lost my sex drive when I gained a child.
I used to be a insanely sexual passionate person.
My knee jerk reaction is to push away any physical contact.
My body rarely belongs to me and I don’t want any more hands touching me.
Sex got complicated. And hard. And untrustworthy.
I had to make a really big life altering decision after sex resulted in a child.
I can’t mentally go through that right now so why would I want to have sex?
My dear good friend is off in the mountains surrounded by like minded people and I can’t help but feel a bit... envious?
I was hoping my little crew would be doing that too, especially by now.
I’m having a hard time living while we’re waiting to get to where we want togo.
It’s hard not having friends here. People to talk to.
I am so happy for her,
And I need to learn to be happy for me too.
Hormones and postpartum are weird and hard.
That’s all I wanted to say.
Do you think Bella would lay her life on the line for Delphi the same way she would for the dark lord??
I’d like to think she would, just as every mother should. She’s said some rather harsh things to me regarding Draco's safety in the past and I can only hope Delphi’s given her some perspective.