“I can’t remember, are you above me or below me?”
“I think I’m below you.”
“Ok. Fist bump.”
“That was good. I’m so proud.”
It was only supposed to be a back rub
And I would have taken the couch
That is, if you had asked me to
I pray you dont think I had bad intentions
You asked me to come lay with you
And you quietly snuck closer
One leg slid softly over mine
Sending sparks up my spine
But my stomach was startled
When you lay your head on my shoulder
Soft fingertips danced gently on my arm
You looked exhausted from the drive
Rolled over trying to relax
And I wanted to help you feel better
I guess I caught your attention, thats for sure
I traced your back to your arm
Even your stomach
At this point you had been facing me
Sweet copper eyes fixated on mine
What were you thinking?
I could hear your breathing patterns shift
It may have looked like I was not alert
But I had been focused on you
Since I had seen you 10 o’clock this morning
I could feel the electricity shooting through you
Your back had been arching
Especially when I touched that spot
Almost uncontrollable
Synchronized with each breath
So I tested out the waters
My thumb buried just under your panty line
And on the inside of your thighs
You gasped excitedly under your breath
I could almost hear your smile
I squeezed your hips slightly
And had felt you push up against me
I guided my fingertips to a familiar place
I could feel your warmth from outside
I applied pressure and heard your moans slip
I lingered outside and avoided what you wanted
Finally i went under and you felt so soft
Warm and wet
I teased your lips
They had been begging for a kiss
I spread them slowly
And burrowed inside
Your hands gripped tightly on the sheets
You squealed quietly as you exhaled
As your back arched, I slid in deeper
I kissed you for the first time in months
Your lips were as soft as I remember
Still just as tight too
I pulled out and stripped your shorts off
You took your shirt off
Revealing a lacey red bra
It didn’t take long before that came off too
I felt you through my jeans
As you kissed me harder
Your hands around my waist and back
Discovering my skin with your nails
I left trails of kisses down your body
Loitering in areas along the way
Until I reached my destination
You called me a tease
And pushed me where you wanted it
My hands pulled you closer
So I could access deeper
You hadn’t been able to keep quiet
And I snuck my fingers in at the same time
You got louder
couldn’t keep your hands off of me
Your legs were twitching wildly
And you were wetter than ever
You whispered to me between moans
Do you remember what you said?
I will for a very long time
Your muscles tensed around me
Keeping me in position
I had cleaned up the mess I made
And you made it clear I was done
But It had been so long for us
And this hadnt been long enough
- Toxic People, Part 2
Think about who you have around you. The people that you interact with regularly. You took that job, and they’re the other people that work there. You went to school, and that’s who you saw every day. You moved in, and they were living next door.
Most of the time, you are surrounded by people who just kind of happened to you. Some of whom are toxic for you.
Since some of them are toxic for you, what can you do about it?
It starts by being intentional. Stop letting people just kind of happen to you. Part of dealing with toxic people is being intentional about who gets close to you.
In today’s Gospel, Jesus does just that. Jesus looks over His disciples. All of the people who follow Him for whatever reason. Or none.
Jesus looks at all the people who just kind of happened to Him. Jesus decides to be intentional about who gets close to Him. No one has a right to be close to Him. That’s His gift to give.
Jesus looks for people who understand who He is. People who are willing to help Him. People who will support and encourage Him. That’s who Jesus chooses.
Be like Jesus.
Stop letting people just kind of happen to you. Be intentional about who gets close to you. No one has a right to be close to you. That’s your gift to give.
Look for the people who understand who you are. People who are willing to help you. People who will support and encourage you. That’s who you choose.
The more you choose who gets close to you, the less room you’ll have for toxic people.
But that’s only part of it. Being intentional also means protecting who God made you to be. By separating yourself from toxic people.
Separating yourself from toxic people doesn’t mean that you have to have a big confrontation with them. You don’t have to tell them that they’re toxic. You don’t owe them an explanation. If they truly are toxic, you’d just be wasting your time anyway.
Sometimes separating yourself from toxic people can be as simple as ghosting them. Disappearing from their lives. Completely.
Sometimes separating yourself from toxic people isn’t simple. Especially if there are connections you just can’t break. Maybe you’ve got a child with them. Maybe they’re your parent. Maybe they work at the same place.
How do you separate yourself when ghosting them isn’t an option?
Step away. Little by little, start distancing yourself from them. Gradually spend less and less time with them.
They may try to draw you back in. They may hit you with a bunch of “shoulds.” They may try to appear less toxic when they feel you slipping away.
Don’t fall for any of it.
Keep stepping away. Be less and less available.
That shared connection doesn’t give them a right to be close to you. That’s your gift to give.
Interact with them when you have to. But do it on your terms.
Protect who God made you to be.
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5 films I will never stop watching
first of, this is torture as i’m a movie freak and i can’t just pick 5. So i’m just gonna write down something that i had just watched recently which i find very entertatining
1. What Happened to Monday
**7 noomis? What more could i ask for? 😍
2. Close
**as i’ve said before, i’m a certified slut for noomi
3. Carol (always on the list)
**this film? Gorg ❤
4. Thor: Ragnarok
**i think it’s very obvious why 🤤
5. Definitely not a film, but Rizzoli and Isles
**these two lovebirds right here… CANON
There’s more but the limit sucks 😪
Tagged by: @pennilyn and @shipperfeelings thank you 😊
Tagging: @singwhenyoucantspeak, @emilyprentissisababe , @aidanspace, @rumpykamon, @praiselilith and @thetrophycleaner
- Closed RP w/blackwidowjuri
Mulan was once the savior of China. She helped stop the Huns from taking over the land and even help form an alliance with other kingdoms to help them stop any invading forces. She even married her husband and the two seemed happy. That all changed though when a new army broke through the walls and took over the entire country.
She fought with her friends and husband, but alas they were defeated. She was captured and taken alive along with many of the women in China. As for the men. Who know what happened to them. One thing Mulan did know…she lost everything.
She awakens in a room with her left leg chained to a bed and wearing her old Geisha outfit. She looks around wondering where she is at.
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