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I have Panda as my blog title, but a cat as my display picture. Stop judging.
“‎Narrated Abū Hurairah (رضي الله عنه): “The Prophet (ﷺ) said, ‘Whoever observed Saum in the month of Ramadān with sincere faith [i.e., belief] and hoping for a reward from Allāh, then all his past sins will be forgiven, and whoever stood for the Salāt [prayers] in the night of Qadr with sincere faith and hoping for a reward from Allāh, then all his past sins will be forgiven.”

— [Sahīh Bukhārī Vol. 3, Hadīth no. 2014. Translated by Dr. Muhammad Muhsin Khān]

Did you know?

Laylatul-Qadr has been described as a gift for the Prophet Muhammad’s community (ummah). In the Muwatta of Imam Malik, there is a hadith that states: “The Messenger of Allah (salallahu alayhi wa sallam)was shown the lifespans of the people (who had gone) before him, or what Allah willed of that, and it was as if the lives of the people of his community had become too short for them to be able to do as many good actions as others before them had been able to do with their long lives, so Allah gave him Laylat al- Qadr, which is better than a thousand months.”

(Muwatta Malik, 19:706)

Ever since Kevin took a break and came back to the group - this part of this song has turned to be my peberestest now. Cannot get over yesterday's concert ah - how. _ "I would lurveeeee you more than that. I won't saaaay the words, then take them bacccckkkkk.." 🎤🎵 _ Nick, dorang kata you gemok sekarang. But I think you look so much better now compared to before. ❤ (Like bias only) _ Okay I diam now. _ #bsbsingapore #backstreetboys (at National Stadium, Singapore)

One of the best, ever. I don't know how these men still managed to pull off those dance moves but, you all, is love okay. Fan girl full mode on today. Todaaaay jer. Besok kena retire dah. Haha. _ It's a good thing that I managed to sneak in my PowerShot. Android sucks at taking video eh! _ I love chuuuu Backstreet boys.. #since1993 #backstreetboys #bsbinsingapore #❤ #OctoberLove (at National Stadium, Singapore)

Lemons

Today, Allah taught me that, in Life - you don't always get things to go your way. You can plan and plan, but if Allah decreeds for it to happen or not. HE can.

And when you thought that you can depend on some people whom you called friends, to calm you on your darkest hour. You'd thought wrong.

I kind of forget that you can never depend on humans. Because they'll end up disappointing you again and again.

So why do we always go back there? To feel good? To feel assure?

I am so done.

So done with Life.

3 years ago

was the year, that i almost got humiliated by the thoughts that i was gonna be someone’s wife.

it was gonna be the end of my single-hood. 

thought that it’ll be the start of a new journey, a new phase in life. 

it felt like almost this happened yesterday. but it’s been already, 3 years. 

You're no longer in the series of my Life Chapter because I saw that my existence in your Life was as equal as Zero.

Thank you Allah for everything you gave me, for everything you didn’t give me, for everything you protected me from that which I know and that which I’m not even aware of. Thank you for the blessings that I didn’t even realize were the blessings, thank you for the guidance when I felt like I was slipping away, and thank you for everything else because no matter how many things I try to list, at the end of the day, I can’t even come close to thanking you enough. الحَمْد لله

Be a friend for the sake of Allah. How?

Be a friend to a Friend of God. Then do not seek that people focus their friendships and energy on you. Point them to a friend of God. And let all those who wish to befriend you end up being a Friend to the Friend/s of God... whether they be of the intermediary world (the barzakh) or the living ones of this world. For there is no real friendship in His sight that is self serving.

Halp?

how do i deactivate my FB - when all my apps are linked to it? 

UGH.