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I can't keep dedicating all my sunsets to you.

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Maybe one day I’ll forget your birthday and won’t be sad the whole day

Maybe one day I’ll forget the smell of your cologne and the warmth of your hug

Maybe one day I won’t have to convince myself not to message you

Maybe one day I won’t look through every profile looking for updates on how you’ve been

Maybe one day I won’t wonder what or how you’re doing

Maybe one day I won’t reminisce our memories

Maybe one day I won’t think of you

Maybe one day I’ll forget about you

And when I do, and I will one day, when I do, oh god I hope you think of me

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And the World Goes On

It is not radical to say that humans are the virus. It is not radical to say that people are made of destruction. It is not radical to say that we are only hunger and want and the delusions of conquerors.

I hear it all the time: the earth would be better off without us. The air and trees would be grateful for our disappearance. The universe would be kinder for our suicidal ideation.

If we took out the “stupid.” If we took out the “problem people.” If we took out those that disagreed with us.

The young man holds the door open for the older gentlemen and waits patiently for him to enter. The tired nurse gives her seat up on the bus to the pregnant mom. The stranger holds the umbrella over the stranger. And the world goes on.

It is easy to hold on to the hatred of this world, I have faced it all before. It is easy to declare absolutes and not peer into the confusing gray. It is easy to feed your own sorrow with the bones of others and call that progress.

The emergency worker holds the hand of a homeless man. A poor father picks up a full wallet and returns it. A young girl asks the other girl to play, even though the other rarely speaks. And the world goes on.

It is not radical to say that humans are the disease. It is not radical to give up on us. For who else would watch the universe and make it real? Who else would quarantine themselves inside during a plague? Who else would we kiss and hug and dedicate ourselves to?

I do not put “deserve” into my lexicon because I cannot say who deserves the earth or not. But I can say these ideals to kill the vulnerable to green the planet is no form of love. And what else do we have? We are the only species who builds monuments. We are the only species that binds the wings of broken birds. We are the only species who builds telescopes to watch the night sky. We are the only species that blushes red and communicates in words complexly to try again. And we are here, and we here, it is not time to give up, it is not time to take the easy way and condemn ourselves.

For love, that is the hard thing, for love, that is the radical thing, for love, that is the monument we build each day to each other in the smallest gestures, for love, that is an empty stadium during an epidemic. For love, that is why we continue. 

I will not forsake us, for love, for love, for love.

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cozypoems
“1. Tell him how much you appreciate him. He almost certainly feels like he isn’t enough for you, and he deserves to know how truly grateful you are. 2. Let him know that you will always and unconditionally be there, even when it feels like the whole world is against him. He needs to know that you’re there for him just as much as he is for you. 3. Compliment him. Tell him how phenomenal of a kisser he is, or how muscular his back feels under your small hands. Let him know how handsome he is. Tell him he’s the sweetest person you know. Trust me, he needs it. 4. Be his cheerleader. Celebrate his successes, no matter how small, like he just won the lottery. Go to all of his games or presentations or performances, and kiss him like you mean it when they’re done. 5. Hold him while he’s crying. Wrap your arms around his neck and play with his hair. Be his shoulder to cry on, and let him know that this is okay. 6. Kiss him hard. Kiss him with so much passion that he smiles against your lips. Kiss his lips, his cheeks, his forehead, his hands, anywhere that will make him smile. 7. Tell him you love him when he’s happy, when he’s sad, or mad, or excited, or proud, or anxious, or even when you’re fighting. This will keep him strong throughout his days. I promise.”

— 7 Small Gestures to do for your Boyfriend. Boys Need Loving, too. 

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sometimes being happy isn’t the struggle to focus on. sometimes you gotta focus on showering, eating, making yourself stand so the couch doesn’t become a part of you. big things like school papers and projects, shifts at work, and relationships with others seem impossible. and the bigger things like happiness seem unobtainable, like maybe you never had it in the first place.

I’m sitting in this right now. I feel like I can’t move forward, I’m just sinking away. It’s the worst time in my life for this to happen but I thought I’d put it out there because I don’t want to feel alone in it. and maybe you’re sinking and feel alone too and I want you to know you’re not.

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“Do yourself a favor and learn how to walk away. When a connection starts to fade, Learn how to let it go. When a person starts to mistreat you, learn how to move on.. to something and someone better. Don’t waste your energy trying to force something that isn’t meant to be.. Because the truth is.. for every one person who doesn’t value you - there are tons more waiting to love you better. Do better.”
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“I am slowly learning that some people are not good for me, no matter how much I love them. I deserve someone who is gentle and kind, because my soul is getting tired. Realizing that I deserve something good is one of the first steps.”

— Michelle K., Why I Need to Say Goodbye to You

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What are we doing, darling? What a mess  we’ve made of things again. Orbiting on an axis that keeps the two of us too far apart for a reason. When we collide, look what happens - the ruin, the wreckage, we take and break one another until we’re naught but pieces and what do we gain from it except an aching emptiness where our hearts should be? I love you and you love me but all we give one another is misery. Set me free from this insanity.

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escafeism
Things I’ve learnt after our breakup
1) I loved him and he loved me. But that doesn’t mean that it always work out, sometimes things happen too fast before we can capture them into our heart and somethings happen which we can’t wash away. And sometimes it’s better to let each other go.
2) it’ll hurt. And 15 shots of vodka or strangers lips won’t end the yearning for staring into his eyes in most innocent ways. Your fingers will dig into your own ribs and your rib cage will look for the warmth of his embrace but he won’t be there. And world will end that day and start all over again the next and one day you’ll look into his eyes and you’ll not want to run towards him. You’ll open your closed fists and smile at him and walk away, wishing nothing but best for him.
3) he will fall in love again and even though he swore that your eyes are the most beautiful things he’s ever seen, he won’t remember their color when he stares into her eyes. And you’ll fall in love too although you promised yourself that you’ll never yourself fall in love and believe me it’ll be the best thing and so fresh and new.
4) Lets not get started with chaotic hearts and time bullshit. Time was never right or wrong. You fucked up and so did he. He moved on and you will eventually and your wounds will stop bleeding and you’ll learn to love again. And meanwhile learn to 
Love yourself too.