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@sweetsmalldog

Hi I’m Sam
I like Mcyt, Bnha, Critical Role, and D20
Pronouns They/Them
On AO3 under the same username
Icon made by ALOHASUSHICORE! And banner by Sad-ist

*Lays on the ground* Scott and Pearl as a binary star system, forever circling each other for better or worse.

Finding each other in chance and being an unstoppable pair, being tied together by fate and being suddenly unable to see eye to eye. Them leaving each others lives in fire and gunpowder when the other wins. Pearl burning as Ren’s sword comes down at her as Scott is to far to do anything (and he’s not supposed to it’s a battle royale for the win but it’s Pearl and that rage takes Scott to the end). Scott blowing himself up to give Pearl the win, Tilly death do us part (And how can’t Pearl forgive him after that. Despite the rejection and the spite and the letting Cleo axe crit him and the powdered snow and the “Crazy Ex girlfriend” he didn’t hesitate to give her the win).

Pearl going to visit Scott with a grass block in hand to his grassless island, only souring because of what Martyn said and did. And when she wants to be a bit of a problem a bit of a menace who does she go for?

“Someone puts on a red skin and thinks she can act all crazy”

Arguments and crits and Big B and Martyn getting between them. Scott telling Jimmy about where Judge Judy was out of spite. And it all ends with Scott’s arrow piercing Pearl’s throat.

Was thinking about Phil’s theory that the Code is a failed egg who is jealous and how the person who has seen the code the most is far and away BBH and the idea that the Code saw this single father treating his child with so much love, doing everything he could to protect him, being everything he could be for Dapper and wanted that for itself. The Code jealous of Dapper thriving while he was at the disadvantage of only having one parent. The child that is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel it’s warmth.

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MCYT RELIGIOUS GUILT OFF R3 MATCH 4

CAPTAINSPARKLEZ (MIANITE) VS MYTHICALSAUSAGE (AFTERLIFE SMP/EMPIRES SMP SEASON 2)

CaptainSparklez: "he did everything to prevent (ianite's) death, and yet it wasn’t enough. instead of accepting that there was nothing he could’ve done, that he did all he could, but she was dying from the moment he stepped foot on these lands, and maybe even before then, he still blames himself. he apologizes to her grave for not being enough. he blames himself for her death, for not being enough for his goddess, when he went above and beyond to do everything he could in an attempt to save her"

MythicalSausage: "this man has been reincarnated so many times and he does it all for pearl every time. he had SUUUUCH a breakdown when he met her on esmp season two. threw him off for the whole rest of the day. i know this guy spent his whole childhood praying to a goddess he Needed to believe in with all the shit he was going through because when he came face to face with her he was NOT normal"

the captain moves on! as promised: old men yaoi.

Q!Bad is kind because he chooses to be. He is kind because he wants to be. He knows he doesn’t half to be kind. He knows he can be a monster if he wants to be, if he is pushed far enough. Every kind action is a deliberate choice, a choice that goes against his core of death and blood and violence. He knows he can bring the world to ruin. He chooses not to. And some people can see even that fraction, Foolish who knows Bad better then anyone else sans Skeppy, Etoiles who recognized it because he is the same in that sense, and of course Pomme and Dapper who know Bad would burn the world to ashes for them. There’s something so powerful about the deliberate choice of kindness. Choosing to be good and kind and helpful.

friend that doesnt drive: anyways really look the thing about origami is that its not about getting the fold right on the first try its meant to be an exercise in precision sure but also in patience the instructions are repeatable tasks that you do over and over again to polish the skill before applying it to something else. a thousand swans arent folded in a day and really its meant to bring you to reflect upon what it means to even be folding in the first pl-

friend that drives: HOLY SHIT 3.20 A GALLON? I SHOULDVE FILLED UP THERE anyway i understand the process is meant to soothe the itch of perfection that gnaws at the soul through exposure to imperfection but OH FUCK [drives over median straight into Walmart parking lot while nearby F150 lays on the horn because you stopped him from running a red light]

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MCYT RELIGIOUS GUILT OFF R3 MATCH 2

BDOUBLEO100 (HERMITCRAFT/3RD LIFE) VS ETHOSLAB (LAST LIFE)

BdoubleO100: "i keep thinking about him not posting his perspective and being a resource monkey for the clockers. he’s doing penance… feeling guilty over what’s to come… working himself to the bone as punishment for sins he hasn’t even committed yet………. something about this block character reads as though he has some enormous deep-seated shame that even he’s barely aware of. perhaps he feels the weight of all the souls he took in past life series and has no idea what to do with that burden so he throws himself into work and loyalty as if to earn some form of redemption even though he already knows how this story ends."

Ethoslab: "Oh, y'know"

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MCYT RELIGIOUS GUILT OFF R3 MATCH 1

TOMMYINNIT (DSMP) VS BADBOYHALO (DSMP)

TommyInnit: "Deeply devoted to the Primes but he’s been forced to blaspheme and gone to what to him must seem very much like Hell. (...) Dude fucking obsessively followed his own rules around the Prime Path and prayed constantly. He had literal religious delusions with the logs in Logstedshire and the Prime Log. He’s kind of got religious everything and that includes religious guilt I guess."

BadBoyHalo: "His religion became obsessive to the point it possessed him and the people he loved with promises of their deepest desires. To fight this he had to be taken from the world to see the problems with the things he chose. Everything he did for the egg was because it promised him and those he loved safety and all they wanted."

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MCYT RELIGIOUS GUILT OFF R3 MATCH 4

CAPTAINSPARKLEZ (MIANITE) VS MYTHICALSAUSAGE (AFTERLIFE SMP/EMPIRES SMP SEASON 2)

CaptainSparklez: "he did everything to prevent (ianite's) death, and yet it wasn’t enough. instead of accepting that there was nothing he could’ve done, that he did all he could, but she was dying from the moment he stepped foot on these lands, and maybe even before then, he still blames himself. he apologizes to her grave for not being enough. he blames himself for her death, for not being enough for his goddess, when he went above and beyond to do everything he could in an attempt to save her"

MythicalSausage: "this man has been reincarnated so many times and he does it all for pearl every time. he had SUUUUCH a breakdown when he met her on esmp season two. threw him off for the whole rest of the day. i know this guy spent his whole childhood praying to a goddess he Needed to believe in with all the shit he was going through because when he came face to face with her he was NOT normal"

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MCYT RELIGIOUS GUILT OFF R3 MATCH 3

SCOTT SMAJOR (EMPIRES SMP SEASON 1) VS INTHELITTLEWOOD (3RD LIFE)

Scott Smajor: "His spirit is trapped in a cycle of reincarnation as the champion of his God to fight the "Evil" God, and the "Evil" God's champion is his brother. He had a self-isolating Elsa arc because he was so terrified of hurting someone with his ancestral ice powers. God itself told Scott to kill himself in order to save the world. And he did."

InTheLittleWood: "Those god damn Watchers have FUCKED. UP. MY. BOY. Those weird gods asked him to kill one of his friends and he said YES. ANYTHING FOR YOU GUYS. (...) Then when he dies and meets his gods, they tell him he's stupid and dumb TO HIS FACE and he will feel shitty about it for the rest of his life!!! And he STILL does what they ask him to!!!"