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the house of my hyper fixations :)

@sweetpsychorainbow

they/she
SO many fandoms, so little time..
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no but it's the way for aziraphale "nothing lasts forever" meant "i'm willing to give up the bookshop if it means i can be with you safely" and for crowley it meant "nothing lasts forever, not the bookshop, not earth, not us"

and and and

I fully believe that when Crowley says ‘you can’t leave this bookshop’, he isn’t actually talking about the bloody bookshop

and Aziraphale... Aziraphale thinks he is

When you haven’t had a civilian life in so long you now suck at keeping your secret identity a secret.

Timber week entry one day behind because I forgot 🫣

"WE'VE BEEN DATING FOR MONTHS?? WE ARE?" I SECRET IDENTITY REVEAL I GAY AWAKENING

can't stop thinking about aziraphale calling heaven good and demons bad and wanting to restore crowley to his angel status and how there's no way crowley didn't (incorrectly) interpret that as aziraphale saying he wasn't good enough as he was, that aziraphale couldn't love him or want him like that, that there's something wrong with him, that he's bad and unworthy. i feel sick

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“their miracle was so big bc crowley used to be an archangel” have u considered that aziraphale and crowley love each other so much that their love alone could move the tides just by staring at the ocean for too long. have u considered that they did the miracle not really to protect gabriel but to protect what they had, what they’d built with each other. and that was them barely even trying

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exactly

the way that margot robbie’s smile and facial expressions were all very… plastic while in barbie land. like they were real but they didn’t look realistic. they were to perfect.

but then when she says “you’re beautiful” to the woman in the bench and she replies “i know it” and margo just smiles… it feels so real. like there’s more laugh lines, you can see more details of her face so she looks human… like she sees the beauty in aging and being human and starts to become human herself in that moment

and then how when she goes back into the box she tries to smile like a doll again, but it’s too big… it’s too real and it’s forced. she’s not smiling with her eyes like she did in barbieland or at the bus stop… she’s trying to pretend it’ll be okay but she can’t. she knows reality now so she can’t pretend to ignore it now.

don't know when we went from queerbaiting to

whatever the fuck this is

but i am so emotionally drained this "getting dumped by my idiot blonde boyfriend" year my dudes

like it's leaps better than before but jesus christ. at what cost.