been a long time. Alots happened

True fucking story ✋😎🖕😒🤣😒

No one cared enough to see why I didnt show up today?

Boo bitch

Love my #pup #mastiffmix

And no 1 has the balls to tell me the truth.. I know it in my gut..

Of all ppl.. my mom, thanks. After all I have been through. Trying to help you through this widow 's walk.. you go behind my back and lie like this. Fuck. I just dont know anymore..I mean really..

Holy hell this hurts

Nota knows how to make me feel better.

How come when I like a cute ass boy..I look like this..wtf is my problem. Why did I shave my stupid head. Grrrr

Last family photo. Cant believe it will be 5 yrs. WHY?

Why??? You were supposed to be my 4ever. #suicidewidow

Me and my angel

Idk

I feel alot of pressure, not just from him. But my family and his. I have been through hell and back. And this relationship is not what I thought it was going to be. Nothing has changed after convos and crying. And the intimacy..is just lacking. He is all in love and I'm just a broken shell. Trying to survive with my kids. Do I through away a great guy that annoys me, cant protect us,or isnteven financially stable himself?

Why,

I wish I kept my mouth shut. I wish I had never told you about my past. Ppl always tend to use it against me. I am NOT that girl anymore. Life wasn't supposed to be this way. I had my happy ever after..until he took his own life and left us in ruins. I'm a survivor. And that's what I'll do. SURVIVE YOU 2