Alexa Chung is my thinspo.
If my legs were that small I would be so happy <3
ITS SPARKLYYYY
I can’t believe I let myself gain so much weight back
Like all of that progress I made just got thrown out in the fucking trash
I was so happy when I hit my lw I let it get to my head and ruined it
But I will get back down, and go even lower
I just have to get back on track
I just have to get back on track
tw: ana, mia, food rules, restriction, disordered behavior • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •
my ana rules
- if you want to eat, drink 2 glasses of water and count to 100 first
- 1 shot acv in the morning
- no more than 800 cals per day, preferably stay around 500
- out of sight, out of mind. stay away from the kitchen.
- imagine every food you want to eat is growing mold
- drink a cup of black coffee as an appetite suppressant
- tue-sat: no eating before 1pm or past 7pm (18 hour fast)
- one 48 hour fast every sunday (sat 7pm - mon 7pm)
- cut food into 1-2 inch pieces
- chew each bite at least 20 times
- drink 1 full glass of water before eating and 1 full glass during
- always fidget, never be still. every calorie counts
- if you eat over 800 cals, you must burn off the extra, throw up, and/or take a laxative
- weigh at least once a day
- listen to subliminal playlist every night
i buried a sword my f*ther made in my back yard YEARS ago and i live on a large plot of land and i can’t for the fucking life of me remember where, is anyone out here psychic enough to point me in the right direction, i’m getting exhausted and can only dig so many fucking holes in a day. yes i’m being serious, i want the fucking sword back
can’t use a metal detector bc junk land + lockdowns so i’m just going to dig holes all weekend until my momther starts screaming
only 46 more plots to dig
i was rly unclear so, yellow is places where there’s structures or whatever so it’s not possible for it to be there. red x is where i’ve already been :(
not pictured; mother yelling at me thru the window to fill in and re-seed the holes i’m making
i was going to take a break bc it’s hot and i’ve been playing manual-labour-battleship for going on 3 hours now, but someone just told me “there’s better lies to make up for notes xoxo” so now i ha—i Have to find this sword to deliver it personally up their ass
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LADS WE’RE IN 34 COULD THIS BE IT AAAAAAAAAAAAA
MY FAMILY SWORD RETURNS TO ME
THESE GLASSES HAVE SPECIAL LENSES WHICH TURN LIGHTS INTO HEARTS
edit: for everyone asking they’re called love lenses & they were $20 on lovelenses.com
Bitches really paying $20 for an astigmatism… its me, im bitches
Good news! They’re only $9 at the moment
THEY ACTUALLT WORK this changes everything
THESE MAKE LATE NIGHT WALKS AMAZING
The hearts are way clearer than you’d expect and they don’t mess with your vision too much to walk in them
this is how harry styles sees the world
these seem like a truly necessary purchase
Some subtle signs of depression.
Not feeling the need to move at all, for days on end
The oddly deep attachment to the bed
Unnecessarily long showers or baths, long after the water runs cold, we still stay in.
Not seeing a reason to change your clothes for days
Or wash your hair
Always wanting to, but never cleaning your room
Or the laundry
Forget normal food, depression has you eating the oddest things.
Practically living in your daydream world
Literally fleeing back into your nest of a room after going out for even a minute.













