I posted 962 times in 2021
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My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Tightrope Masterlist
7. "Why? Why would you risk everything for just one person?"
Pairing: Mobster! Sam x Mobster! Reader
Warnings Smut, Angst, Philophobia, Mob activities, Enemies to lovers, Drunken Marriage, Unplanned pregnancy, Kidnapping, Torture
Summary: One night in Vegas changes everything for Y/N.
During a drunken haze, she marries Sam.
Little did she know he's the second in command of her rival mafia.
One big rule in her family is that they don't believe in divorce.
Now she has to make a tough decision. Love or blood loyalty.
You're on the tightrope, I've got my reasons: How did we get so tangled?
You turn, I stay straight; I bend as you break We're so messed up, but I know.
That you and I will fall in time, eventually. Or maybe we'll both die trying.
#4
Yeah Right Masterlist
🎉 Congrats on reaching 7000 followers.
Warnings: Smut, Angst, Size Kink, Fluff
Summary: Jared and Y/N life-long enemies.
They have been in competition with each other since grade school.
Always forced to hang out with each other the past 11 years because Jared's best friend Jensen married Y/N's best friend Danneel.
Today they've been dragged to a karaoke bar.
Mixing alcohol with hate is never a good combo.
Yeah, right That sounds nice
Everything we ever wanted and more
Someday we'll get paid
More than it was worth to sell our souls
Yeah, yeah, right
#3
All You Had to Do Was Stay
5. “You walked away. Not me.”
Warnings: Angst, Hint of smut, Hint of Fluff
Y/N never liked to stay in one place long then she met Dean.
Dean has trust issues and despite everything, he’s been through he let her in.
Her itch to leaves Dean broken-hearted when she takes off in the middle of the night.
An invitation to his brother’s wedding leads to their lives colliding again.
Will it do more harm than good when they are forced to be in the same room again?
Hey, all you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand
Then why'd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in?
Why the hell did I agree to be Jess’ bridesmaid. This isn’t a good idea bringing me colliding right into Dean again.
Jess and I have been friends since college. The only person that’s stayed in my life.
My parents dropped me off at the hospital when I was a toddler and never came back.
I grew up in the foster system bouncing from house to house.
Maybe that’s why I always leave people when things get too real.
I still remember that night I left Dean in the middle of the night while he was sleeping:
I can’t stay growing feelings for someone isn’t an option they just.
He’ll leave me just like all the others.
I swiftly throw my stuff into a duffle and hightail it out of there.
I hesitantly unlock my Four Season hotel room door.
Why the hell is there two beds. A text I get from Jess answers my question:
Sorry, Y/N this is the only room left on this floor. I wanted everyone all on the same floor.
I hear someone come out of the bathroom.
There’s Dean in only a towel. It’s been 5 years since we last saw each-other
I take a moment to stare at him in his shirtless form before he pulls me out of my thoughts.
“Y/N what the hell are you doing here this is my room! Dean said.
I can feel the anger radiating off him.
“ I can’t stay here with you I am going to stay at another hotel.” I replied.
“ Despite my issues, I let you in. Leave like you always do Y/N. You have no right to be mad at me by the way. You walked away. Not me.” said as he backed me into a wall.
Dean cages me with his arms not giving me a chance to run.
Dean places an angry kiss against my lips.
What the hell are you doing Dean this isn’t going to solve anything.
Not having sex in months my urges out weight the consequences yet again.
Dean removes one of his arms down for a brief moment to yank my clothes down.
In the end, we end up christening every surface of the hotel room including the bathroom.
I am awoken by a knock the next day. I rub my eyes and slowly get up.
This changes nothing for Y/N.
Of course, it wouldn’t why would it. I never excepted it to i
“Come, on Y/N you haven’t even showered yet The wedding is in 3 hrs. I’ve already got the little miss ready here.” Jess said.
“Mommy, hurry up I want to help Auntie Jess get ready too. Molly said.
Her bright green emerald eyes looking up at me.
She looks so pretty in the light blue flower girl dress.
When I left Dean I had no idea I was pregnant it was nearly two months before I realized something was off. By then it was too late to go back to him. I made a promise to her to never leave her as my parents did.
“Molly you look so pretty sweetie. Give me 20 mins and I’ll be dressed and showered. I replied.
I hastily shower and get dressed.
I comb my hair and pin it back which’ll have to do.
“You look pretty mommy lets go help Aunt Jess now." Molly said
She tugs my hand and leads me to Jess’s room.
Jess is already in her silk a-line gown.
“You look gorgeous Jess. Sam is going to be speechless. Let me help you with your make-up now.” I said.
After Jess’s make-up is done her mom finally comes with her red roses bouquet. Her dad arrives shortly after. I quickly go ahead of them down to the ballroom where the ceremony is being held.
Molly spreads the rose petals down the aisle. My breath hitches my throat when I see Dean.
He sure cleans up nicely. He looks amazing in that tux.
At first, I think he’s looking at me in my blue lace maid of honour dress then it hits me his eyes are glued on Molly.
Shit, I didn’t think about it when Jess asked her to be the flower girl.
Molly was so excited I couldn’t say no.
I’ve always been careful not to run into Sam or Dean when I brought her over to Jess’s place.
Oh boy, this is going to be a long conversation at the reception.
It’s hard to pay attention to the events in front of me when Dean keeps glaring in my direction every so often during the ceremony .
Before I know it’s over and I get yanked aside by Dean.
“Really Y/N, you ran off with my child how could you? Does she even know about me? Does Jess know she my daughter?Dean asked angrily.
“First of Jess has no clue Molly is yours. She looks so much me she never asked. Second of all, I found out two months after I left and knew there was no turning back. Third of all, She does I told her you’ve been away. Also told her if you could be with us you would be.
You can meet her if you want.” I replied
Hopefully, this calms him down a bit.
I motion for Molly to come over to me she quickly hops off of Jess’s lap.
The recognition in her eyes when she sees Dean.
She eagerly jumps into his arm he barely catches her in time.
“Daddy, I missed you are finally able to come home?” Molly asked.
“Sweetie that’s all up to you mom if she wants to move in with you guys or visa-versa.” Dean replied.
Molly turns to look at me and gives me the puppy dog eyes. Knowing full well I usually give in when she looks at me like that.
“Molly how about we do it on a trial basis and see how that goes.” I said.
Molly smiles in response.
I pray that this works out for her sake.
Things did work out for us and boy did they move fast within a year we got engaged.
Molly is so happy to have her parents together.
Dean comes into the kitchen and carries Molly in one arm. He kisses the top of my head while I am making the lasagna.
Dean taught me that people do stay.
These words echo in my head for how I felt when saw Dean for the first time in 5 years. From his perspective of course:
All you had to do was stay
All you had to do was stay
All you had to do was stay, stay, stay, stay, stay
Let me remind you
This was what you wanted
You ended it
You were all I wanted
But not like this
Not like this
I wouldn’t trade what I have now for the world everything is exactly how it should be.
#2
You Should've Known Me Masterlist
Squared Filled: Free Space
Warnings: Lovers to Enemies, Mention of Break-up, Mention of Cheating, Miscommunication, Unprotected sex, Unplanned pregnancy, Enemies with Benefits, Angst, Fluff, Smut, Enemies to Lovers
Summary: Y/N and Jared broke up shortly before high school graduation. It was anything but amicable. Their last meeting was explosive. He thought it was all a game to her. Y/N thought he cheated.
Both in the media industry have managed not to cross paths.
Y/N has had a string of short terms of relationship since they last saw each other 2 decades ago. Jared has become what he once despised a player. Tired of their ways, Y/N's friend Cole and Jensen Jared's best friend set up dating profiles for them. Creating these profiles for them ends up more than they bargained for.
You're all that I need. Just tell me that you still believe.
#1
This is Me Trying
New Year's Resolution: Take More Risks
Warnings: Mention of Break-up, Unrequited feelings, Unprotected Sex, Angst, Hint of Fluff
Jensen has a crush on Jared's former high school sweetheart since they met on Supernatural. Now they are both working on The Boys together.
His new year’s resolution to take more risks but is expressing his feelings for her going to come at a cost?
I've been having a hard time adjusting I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting.
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back I have a lot of regrets about that.
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout Could've followed my fears all the way down.
And maybe I don't quite know what to say. But I'm here in your doorway.
I look around to the quaint little restaurant in Toronto’s Little Italy. It’s one of Y/N’s favourite since we started filming here. She's played my love interest on Supernatural and now The Boys. I am nervously awaiting her arrival. I really need to tell her something.
Come on man up Ackles just tell her how you feel. I mentally chide myself.
I see Y/N coming up to our table. Even in jeans, she looks stunning.
That green blouse and her black jeans fit her like a glove.
I already pre-ordered our meals which should be out any minute.
She loves lasagna So that's what I order.
The waiter arrives just after she sits down.
"Okay spill Ackles what's up you call me here and order my favourite food. I can sense you are up to something. " Y/N said
I gingerly take her hand in mine. I take a deep breath.
"Y/N, I hope this doesn't ruin things for us. The truth is I've had feelings for you since the moment we first met on Supernatural. I didn't say anything because you are Jared's ex. I just can't bite my tongue any longer." I said.
My emerald eyes bore into her Y/E/C.
I nervously shake my leg awaiting her response.
"It's about damn time Ackles. If it puts your mind at ease I've had them for a while too. I was afraid to act on them because Jared's your best friend and all. There's so weird bro code about not dating your best friend's ex. I get it that and we'll deal with that together. Y/N said.
I get up and place a chaste kiss on her lips before we eat dinner.
I giggle as Jensen’s carries me over the threshold of our new home.
Jensen and I just tied the knot today.
It’s good to have things finally in place.
Once Jared accepted our relationship everything felt right.
He’s moved on with Jen and they are expecting a daughter later this year.
She’s a lighting director on Walker. That’s how they met.
Jensen unceremoniously tosses me on the bed and eagerly pulls the zipper on my silk wedding dress. I pull at his tie and proceed to remove his clothes.
I flip Jensen over on his back. He smirks at me. He loves it when I take control sometimes.
At the same time, Jensen slams home me being slick makes it easy for him to do so.
“I love that you are finally mine. Mrs. Y/N Ackles has such a nice ring too. Jensen murmured against my lips.
1 hr later we are both utterly spent from the 5 orgasms we’ve had.
I wouldn’t be surprised if I ended up pregnant in our haste. We forgot to use protection. Not that I would mind one bit Jensen and I have always wanted kids.
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying