Last

This will be the last time that i will look into your eyes and feel something greater than just a friend. After knowing the truth that you are just doing things out of your nature, i learned that people like you don't deserve people like me. I can do much better than this. It's pointless to still have feelings for you when you can't even acknowledge me, when you can't even look into my eyes the way i look into yours.The way i think of you everyday wanting to remove you from my memories but i just can't... i know you don't look at me the way you look at her... and that's ok... oh wait... is it ok?. I'm confused of everything.. i know it's not your fault loving some other girl but one thing that i wish you would do is to just let me be. Just don't say words that would give me high hopes because i know a friend is all you can ever give. I know i'm not your type of girl and that's a fact i knew from the start, but i just wanted to end this already...because i just wanted to be independent and strong. I don't want to look at you so inlove and out of focus because i'm the only one whose loosing here, not you. I'm done.

In short... wag kang pa fall 😂. But realtalk.. sa totoo lang.. kung wala kang balak magseryoso wag ka nalang umasta na parang may gusto ka. Kasi gagawa gawa ka ng mga bagay na magpapakilig sakin tapos di mo naman kayang panindigan kapag nahulog yung tao sayo. Like seriously. Just don't. Kung gusto mo sa kanya sige go.. pero wag mo na sana akong idamay pa. Kasi masakit eh hahahaha. Kung di mo narerealize. MASAKIT. Kung manhid ka ba sa mga pinagagagawa mo. MASAKIT. Inulit ko tsaka naka all caps pa 😂 para ramdam mo.

This is what happens when you mess with the wrong person 😂. My fam 💖(except for the other one) 😂😂😂

She is fond of bullying me but i still lover her 😂. I'm a masochist 😂😂😂jk. Labyuu paks 😘.

These are my college friends, they are like family to me 🙂, we care for one another like what families are supposed to be. There is never a day that i have not laughed so hard whenever i’m with them. Mapua is stressful. So stressful, seriously, i’m not over reacting and stuff but life in Mapua, specially the adjusting stages were rough on the edge af. But when i’m with them, things get a little lighter than it should be. I’m blessed that i get to be surrounded with such wonderful people in my life,particularly, these people 💖.

Reunited ✨

INFATUATION

We don't talk a lot, and i bet you don't even care about me 🙂because i know i'm not your type of girl. I always had insecruties, specially when it comes to height, because i'm too short and sometimes maybe i don't get to be liked back by the person i admire because i'm too short or maybe because i look like a kid. All my life, i always hear the "Ang ganda mo kaso kulang sa height" or "nasayo na rin sana halos lahat kaso ang liit mo eh" and it actually makes me sad because it makes me feel that i'm not good enough. Knowing that you don't like me back is like knowing that i'm not good enough. Ok lang crush lang naman kita eh 😂, but still, everytime i see you, in some ways it makes me sad because it's a reminder that i can't have some of the good things in life because i'm lacking on something. I'm still blessed though. ✨

It’s been 3 years, yet our friendship is still the same as ever. Love you Paks 😘💖

This chubby person 😂😂😂 is Brylle, he is my block mate and one of the super duper closest friends that i have when i started attending class on Mapua. Up until now, we are still close. He's like the older brother i never had. We fight a lot. Actually, i'm the one who always had issues with him before 😂. I'm poking his beer belly cause he feels like his organs gonna explode. I like teasing him 😂. Fluffy. 😂😂😂

This was last year. My birthday is actually New Year. Yes! I'm a new year baby 😂. My 19th birthday is fast approaching. I can feel all the new responsibilities i need to accomplish again 😭, but it's ok 🙃because everything that i'm doing is for the people i love. 💖✨ (This photo belongs to me) 🙃.